Why can i not just die

[downndone2]

No easy way to ctb and wishes for an early demise just won't come true. I do not want for my life to continue another day it is awful and I am miserable after everything that has happened. So much loss and heartbreak. A lot of money would fix a great deal of if. But now I'm dealing with really bad nerve pain and other physical illness as well. I just want to die. With my luck, ill end up just debilitated for 35 more years.
I haven't been able to find the will to ctb.

 

[Sparx]

I understand this, I wish we could just go straight to the 'being dead' part without actually having to go through the process of ctb.

 

[GasMonkey]

The escape from this planet must be earned. You have to earn it, you have to deserve it. That's how it works at the moment.

I hope that in the future it will be as easy as going to Switzerland and stepping into a Sarco.

 

[downndone2]

I just don't understand why I'm in this situation. All I know is I want out

The escape from this planet must be earned. You have to earn it, you have to deserve it. That's how it works at the moment.

I hope that in the future it will be as easy as going to Switzerland and stepping into a Sarco.

No kidding.
Almost feel like this is karma or something. I'm just miserable
Almost feel like this is karma or something. I'm just miserable

 

[ChildrensITV]

The escape from this planet must be earned. You have to earn it, you have to deserve it. That's how it works at the moment.

I hope that in the future it will be as easy as going to Switzerland and stepping into a Sarco.

Don't count on that anytime soon.

 

[GasMonkey]

I don't need to count on anything, my setup is so good that I wouldn't go to Switzerland even if it was available LOL.

 

[SunflowerBrains]

I don't need to count on anything, my setup is so good that I wouldn't go to Switzerland even if it was available LOL.

Would you mind sharing your setup?

 

[FuneralCry]

I really despise how we exist in a world where there is no straightforward way to die, it's horrible how people are trapped here against their wishes, slaves to their suffering. It's such a hellish world where we cannot just pass away in peace without risks and complications, I also fear being stuck here for potentially decades, it's all just so dreadful.

 

[downndone2]

I don't need to count on anything, my setup is so good that I wouldn't go to Switzerland even if it was available LOL.

I saw your post. I've considered gas. I know it'd be painless but I'd want to do it away from home
. Anything I do I would want to do away from home, biggest reason I really don't want someine I know finding me.

 

[GasMonkey]

Would you mind sharing your setup?

It has its own thread.

 

[SunflowerBrains]

It has its own thread.

Thank you!

 

[downndone2]

It has its own thread.

I've seen it and it is quite impressive