Why are you going with your method?

[CantDoIt]

What's your reason for your method? For example, I currently have SN but would like to use inert gas ideally or CO because I feel that they are more peaceful.

However, those methods require more prep and if you get them wrong the consequences are higher.

I need to understand better what spaces I'll have access to and, also, who will be around or nearby when I do it.

 

[Msvr]

I'm similar to you. I have both the SN and N2 inert gas method set up and ready. Originally I was leaning toward SN as it's nearly impossible to mess up, or cause permanent damage. I'm slightly scared of the inert gas method due to the consequences of failing (becoming a permanent vegetable) but I think I've changed my mind and will do the inert gas method when I'm ready. I had to time and resource to get both as an option.
And also, the inert gas method set up is easier than most people make it seem imo. I spent hours researching it, then was surprised how simple it was once I finished.

 

[maynoname]

Mine is SN. Swallowing something doesn't scare me. I'm either too stupid to understand how to implement other methods, or I have no place to do it, no gun...

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

SN: It's easier to pull off SI wise, compared to some other methods (no body envelope violations or physical harm). I can do it from the comfort of my bed. It's very lethal and hard to fuck up so long as you don't get found early or call for help. It doesn't require much preparation. And it's easy to acquire (even with all the restrictions and scarce sources).

Definitely a better method than hanging for me. I could never manage to pull that off no matter how much I tried. But like you, I'd also prefer inert gas. But it's much more technically difficult, logistically it's more work, and it costs a hell of a lot more than SN.

 

[sevennn]

same as you. i've chosen SN but ideally. i would like the inert gas method. but it's too hard. i don't live alone :,( everything is so difficult. the SN method will be so bad for me. esophagitis, acid reflux, hiatal hernia. i'm so scared. it'll be so painful. i'll vomit a lot. and i'm sure it'll burn. and i'm so sad that theres nothing else available i don't even know if i can force myself to go through with this. i wish i could put it in capsules. but people say you shouldn't

 

[willitpass]

My method is based on accessibility and the non-violent nature. I do happen to fall into the stereotype of women choosing less violent methods that leave their body more intact for those who find them. As my health has begun failing these last few years I've ended up on cardiac meds that have a good chance of success when overdosed on, especially since I'll be taking two different medications combined with a few other cardiotoxic meds. A plastic bag over the head is a simple and cheap way to add to my chances. The only time I can see myself being able to pull off a more violent but faster method like gun is in an impulsive, heightened state, which is obviously not the best time to CTB.

 

[notsadtogo]

I'm doing full suspension hanging, I've worked outdoors for over 30 years so it feels like my natural habitat plus I get a great view on my way out.

 

[Alo the obvi alien]

What's your reason for your method? For example, I currently have SN but would like to use inert gas ideally or CO because I feel that they are more peaceful.

However, those methods require more prep and if you get them wrong the consequences are higher.

I need to understand better what spaces I'll have access to and, also, who will be around or nearby when I do it.

Damn everyone can find DMC except me I am going with CO because that's just some charcoal and a tent. I can literally at like I am camping alone. Be left all night outside without suspicion. And CTB when everyone is asleep at like 2-4am and STILL have time to fix any fuck ups if I don't succeed. While also having dead kill time to sleep in the CO. I live with people that wouldn't catch up on me if I begged so I probably could be in there for days before someone gets suspicious.

But I am also hoping to stick it out for one more year just so my sister doesn't have to grieve two months. I don't want CTB in October because it my sister's bday month and that's fucked. So I am planning of buying the materials within a month and planning how to save my money for my sister and a one and ticket for a vacation out of America.

Mine is SN. Swallowing something doesn't scare me. I'm either too stupid to understand how to implement other methods, or I have no place to do it, no gun...

I wish I had a gun too I would have CTB in 2021.

I'm doing full suspension hanging, I've worked outdoors for over 30 years so it feels like my natural habitat plus I get a great view on my way out.

I tried hanging myself last year... I failed miserable. I hope you can succeed with it if you wish. I hope it's also less painful.

 

[CantDoIt]

Damn everyone can find DMC except me I am going with CO because that's just some charcoal and a tent. I can literally at like I am camping alone. Be left all night outside without suspicion. And CTB when everyone is asleep at like 2-4am and STILL have time to fix any fuck ups if I don't succeed. While also having dead kill time to sleep in the CO. I live with people that wouldn't catch up on me if I begged so I probably could be in there for days before someone gets suspicious.

But I am also hoping to stick it out for one more year just so my sister doesn't have to grieve two months. I don't want CTB in October because it my sister's bday month and that's fucked. So I am planning of buying the materials within a month and planning how to save my money for my sister and a one and ticket for a vacation out of America.

I wish I had a gun too I would have CTB in 2021.

I tried hanging myself last year... I failed miserable. I hope you can succeed with it if you wish. I hope it's also less painful.

Actually I didn't find DMC, I used a different source! I'm sorry that you're going through so much finding something that works for you.
CO was actually one of my preferences but I don't feel very confident.

 

[Alo the obvi alien]

Actually I didn't find DMC, I used a different source! I'm sorry that you're going through so much finding something that works for you.
CO was actually one of my preferences but I don't feel very confident.

Can you DM the website??


What makes you wary about CO? I've heard it just makes you sleep and you don't wake up if you do it right.

 

[CantDoIt]

Can you DM the website??


What makes you wary about CO? I've heard it just makes you sleep and you don't wake up if you do it right.

Unfortunately it was in LATAM and I doubt it ships out of the country.

CO is great if you do it right but if you do it wrong you risk permanent brain damage, similar to inert gas. CO is also more unpleasant than inert gas and requires fighting off more symptoms. Inert Gas doesn't trigger a breathing panic response and it puts you to sleep quickly without significant symptoms. I feel like the setup in both cases is kind of annoying.

My method is based on accessibility and the non-violent nature. I do happen to fall into the stereotype of women choosing less violent methods that leave their body more intact for those who find them. As my health has begun failing these last few years I've ended up on cardiac meds that have a good chance of success when overdosed on, especially since I'll be taking two different medications combined with a few other cardiotoxic meds. A plastic bag over the head is a simple and cheap way to add to my chances. The only time I can see myself being able to pull off a more violent but faster method like gun is in an impulsive, heightened state, which is obviously not the best time to CTB.

I also want to leave myself more intact. Even if a gun is easier, I don't want to be disrespectful to others and the things that happen in gun failure are unfortunate.

I hope you're able to get out this time, and that your method doesn't end up being too bad.

 

[Alo the obvi alien]

Unfortunately it was in LATAM and I doubt it ships out of the country.

CO is great if you do it right but if you do it wrong you risk permanent brain damage, similar to inert gas. CO is also more unpleasant than inert gas and requires fighting off more symptoms. Inert Gas doesn't trigger a breathing panic response and it puts you to sleep quickly without significant symptoms. I feel like the setup in both cases is kind of annoying.

I also want to leave myself more intact. Even if a gun is easier, I don't want to be disrespectful to others and the things that happen in gun failure are unfortunate.

I hope you're able to get out this time, and that your method doesn't end up being too bad.

Mmmm dang I havent came across a post that mentions LATAM what country does it ship too??

Also I read a thread that the user did the CO method correctly and took a lot of notes. I will try to get anti-vomitting pills or anti nausea, but I don't think I'll be choking myself to death. Especially because I would have all night to prepare.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish I had the ability to painlessly die in the first place, I suffer so much from the inaccessibility of peaceful suicide, it causes me so much pain how I cannot just peacefully free myself from all the suffering and never suffer in this cruel, torturous existence I never would have chose ever again, I only hope to not exist, I only hope to be at peace from the terrible cruelty and pain of existence.

 

[Just_Another_Person]

I was going with hang but then I met SN here and it is what I'm gonna use. It is easy and peaceful. The meds and sn are also easy to get where I live.

(before someone asks: export it from here would be very costly and difficult due regulations of how it must be transported and probably only business could get)

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

My chosen method is N. That is plan a. I still need to travel and try to buy it. I've always wanted to pass in my sleep so N seems ideal. Nice and simple. Except for the buying part.

In case I fail to buy N, I am going to have to resort to plan b - SN. I would rather not do it. The protocol seems so complicated, ordering it seems complicated, need to obtain so many pills, plus I do not salt my food and SN is salty - I am very apprehensive about not being able to gulp any of it down :( And if I do, I will likely vomit a lot. Plus it seems to take quite long to lose consciousness with SN - not sure if I want to spend my last minutes in agony, who knows what will be going through my mind. Although I guess it's only once - and then it's over forever.

I really hope I succeed getting N.

 

[DoneWithThisLife]

No nitrogen for me.

What happened at the nation's first nitrogen gas execution: An AP eyewitness account

Witnesses watched through a window at an Alabama prison as Kenneth Eugene Smith became the nation's first person to be put to death using nitrogen gas.

apnews.com

I'm doing SN, expecting delivery tomorrow but not using it just yet. Seems a quick, fairly peaceful way to go.

 

[TransfemCutter]

Me and my girlfriend just had an hour long conversation about different methods we'd want to do together and we decided on CO. Something about laying in bed together, sharing little kisses and sweet nothings as our room fills with smoke before passing together sounds wonderful.

 

[HereTomorrow]

I've been fascinated with hanging for over a decade. Also, while I truly desire shotgun, I don't think I can get it (I could legally. Not involuntarily hospitalized, but it'll be incredibly suspicious since I'm 22 and living with parents who know I used to be suicidal).

Something about hanging gives me more peace than anything else, and I've attempted once before. More recently I've tested it and I've hit the exact spot I need if I attempt for real. I'm often alone in real life so interruption is minimal. It just hits all the checkmarks. I'm all prepared for it, it's only a matter of if and when.

 

[heliophobic]

Quick and painless. (Exit bag)

 

[M4rii]

my method is hanging, i have thought a lot about what i could do for example SN or jumping off a bridge. but hanging is the easiest for my current condition. you can get a rope in any store for example

 

[Bubble4246]

My method is an overdose of heroin and benzodiazepines, with more emphasis on the heroin overdose. If you read online reports on heroin ODs, it sounds like the most peaceful experience ever. One moment you're here, the next you're in extreme euphoria, and then lights out. It sounds amazing, and by default, there is no pain since it is an opioid after all. The only thing that can go wrong is improper administration, which carries a low risk if you plan accordingly.

 

[WhatMightHaveBeen]

My method was supposed to be heroin laced with fentanyl after a drug-fueled last couple of days in a cheap motel because I want the euphoria one last time, then go out peacefully. But I'm not sure about that anymore because of the trouble it could mean for those involved in procurement and around my place of death. Also, I might get arrested.

 

[CatLove56]

well for awhile it was a gun but I hate how violent that is. so recently and I feel dumb for saying this, hanging. It's so obvious. Clean, relativity simple to do, easy to buy and might even get a nice high out of it before I leave. Carbon monoxide I believe is good if you have a garage and that was possible. Not for me now though.

 

[_AllCatsAreGrey_]

No nitrogen for me.

What happened at the nation's first nitrogen gas execution: An AP eyewitness account

Witnesses watched through a window at an Alabama prison as Kenneth Eugene Smith became the nation's first person to be put to death using nitrogen gas.

apnews.com

I wouldn't take that case as the method not working. The main thing is he didn't want to die, so he fought against it.

This Exit podcast episode has some interesting reflections by Nitschke:

'What I wish I'd told Kenny' (before his Nitrogen execution) - The Peaceful Pill Handbook

Alabama death row inmate, Kenny Smith, made history in a way that he never wanted. He became the first prisoner in the US to be executed using a method known as nitrogen hypoxia. Kenny Smith died from a lack of oxygen to his brain. Eye-witness accounts of his death show a man experiencing a...

www.peacefulpillhandbook.com

This isn't meant to question your choice to not use the method, but as a resource for others that may be looking into it.

 

[ladylazarus4]

My ideal method would probably be N but that's highly inaccessible. My realistic first choice then is an exit bag which (despite what people say) is actually pretty easy to set up. I found an SN source but I honestly would not want to do it. I don't think getting it down would be a problem but the hyperventilation sounds horrible. Plus, it seems that everyone vomits (AE or not). An exit bag would ideally allow me to take one or two breaths and then lose consciousness, even if those breaths are a little distressing due to a feeling of not getting any oxygen.

 

[Just_Another_Person]

Me and my girlfriend just had an hour long conversation about different methods we'd want to do together and we decided on CO. Something about laying in bed together, sharing little kisses and sweet nothings as our room fills with smoke before passing together sounds wonderful.

Ngl, I'm kinda envious about this romantic [?] ctb...

 

[CantDoIt]

My ideal method would probably be N but that's highly inaccessible. My realistic first choice then is an exit bag which (despite what people say) is actually pretty easy to set up. I found an SN source but I honestly would not want to do it. I don't think getting it down would be a problem but the hyperventilation sounds horrible. Plus, it seems that everyone vomits (AE or not). An exit bag would ideally allow me to take one or two breaths and then lose consciousness, even if those breaths are a little distressing due to a feeling of not getting any oxygen.

Honestly I like this method a lot. I found a place that sells nitrogen canisters and even delivers them to houses and I think that could be my ticket if I can be even remotely discreet about it. They say if you deep hyperventilate first you can be unconcious in 10 seconds. Really ideal.

 

[Just_Another_Person]

No nitrogen for me.

What happened at the nation's first nitrogen gas execution: An AP eyewitness account

Witnesses watched through a window at an Alabama prison as Kenneth Eugene Smith became the nation's first person to be put to death using nitrogen gas.

apnews.com

I'm doing SN, expecting delivery tomorrow but not using it just yet. Seems a quick, fairly peaceful way to go.

Curiously a few hours ago happened the second execution of a person by nitrogen lol

Edit:

Alabama puts man convicted of killing 3 to death in the country’s second nitrogen gas execution

A man convicted of killing three people in workplace shootings has been executed with nitrogen gas in Alabama.

apnews.com

 

[failure33object]

Partial hanging because it's the lowest risk, most 'peaceful' method available. Attempted it a couple of years ago and failed but I've since found the 'sweet spot' which causes me to start blacking out within seconds.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

My method is drowning as that unfortunately is the only suicide method that I can potentially access