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Olisop21.
Student
- Mar 15, 2024
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I don't understand why I just don't ctb and be done with this horrible self of me.
I have to just so this.
I have to just so this.
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Definitely hit the nail on the head. My last overdose I was unconscious for two days and didn't miss those days.The fear of a life unlived, a fear of the unknown, a fear of never existing again, a fear of a worse fate, a fear of pain, a fear of failure. That about sums it up
@sserafim have you ever had surgery or a procedure that required anesthesia? I have and the transition from wakefulness to sleep is so sudden and calming. I remember I woke up after the procedure with this feeling of determination to ctb because I wasn't afraid. Unfortunately, the feeling didn't last long and I forgot what the anesthesia felt like.
And to think you called me negative Nancy for comparing death to falling asleep because they're both darkhave you ever had surgery or a procedure that required anesthesia? I have and the transition from wakefulness to sleep is so sudden and calming. I remember I woke up after the procedure with this feeling of determination to ctb because I wasn't afraid.
Darkness. No Parents. Continued darknessAnd to think you called me negative Nancy for comparing death to falling asleep because they're both dark