Why am I so happy

[neilo99]

I'm sitting in the o2 watching John legend, and the only thing I can think about is ctb. Why?
We wrong thread title I don't know how to change I'm drunk
Oh by the way I don't mind John legend, it's for my wife though!
I'm just feel nothing

 

[BPD_LE]

You unhappy. I'm sorry my friend. I'm unhappy too and also drunk. There are friends in the empty loneliness. I'm in the dark corner to the left hiding under the chair ❤

 

[neilo99]

I'm home. My wife has fallen asleep in the hall. I have found out today I can't get my driving license back because I'm going blind in my left eye. I am done.That I think is the tipping point.
I'll see how I am when I sober up but they maybe the final kick in the teeth
I know I've had a few drinks but I'm looking at maybe at next Wednesday to ctb. I may have changed my mind when I wake up tomorrow but I'm done now. I don't know how many more kicks in the teeth I can take