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- Sep 10, 2018
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I'd like to catch this bus by I'm afraid of it. Is anyone else afraid of it?
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What if the pain wakes you up from your drug induced sleep?
I'd like to catch this bus by I'm afraid of it. Is anyone else afraid of it?
What benzos are people using with SN, as a matter of interest? I could afford another darkweb order if there's any particularly recommended one...
I guess because it's easier to get. If I had inert gas delivered to my building ... well, it would look very obvious and scary. Plus, I'm not confident I'd set the whole thing up correctly.
I'm still on the fence with SNI don't mind admitting I'm scared of it, I must admit. It's my chosen method now. I considered N, but so much uncertainty over even getting it put me off. And though it would be a 'one-time payment' (quite literally) it's more than I can afford.
I have quite a stash of benzos now - though I've been using them sparingly, because I'm not that familiar with benzo usage I have been *trying* to roughly work out how long they take to send me to sleep, as ideally what I'd like to do is take them when I'm still awake enough to do so, but fall asleep as soon as possible afterwards.
What benzos are people using with SN, as a matter of interest? I could afford another darkweb order if there's any particularly recommended one...
Fear: the unknown, what will happen till actual death, time till death, survival instinct during the process, will increasing gastric PH work, can't take anythign for sedation except possibly Nembutal. Grisly corpse. All I have is Nitschke's story.
A certain Chabot 'dizziness, nausea, muscle weakness, headache, passing out, epileptic insult'. You feel sick, how sick ?
@Duqu ,
I'm not sure how sedating that Klonopin will be. It's primarily an anticonvulsant. But if you know it works for you ...
I'm still on the fence with SN method. I only have Xanax but they're short acting and not sure if drinking a lot of alcohol would dilute the SN. I'd feel a lot more comfortable with having Klonopin even if only to prevent seizures. I think they'd take too long to get to US, PLUS I'm not familiar with using Darknet.I'm still on the fence with SN
I'm not familiar with ordering off darkweb. Do you mind sharing how long it takes for delivery? I'm in US.I don't mind admitting I'm scared of it, I must admit. It's my chosen method now. I considered N, but so much uncertainty over even getting it put me off. And though it would be a 'one-time payment' (quite literally) it's more than I can afford.
I have quite a stash of benzos now - though I've been using them sparingly, because I'm not that familiar with benzo usage I have been *trying* to roughly work out how long they take to send me to sleep, as ideally what I'd like to do is take them when I'm still awake enough to do so, but fall asleep as soon as possible afterwards.
What benzos are people using with SN, as a matter of interest? I could afford another darkweb order if there's any particularly recommended one...
I'm a little worried but not terribly afraid by it. I think the SN megathread people are blowing the "pain" stuff way out of proportion because of one person's failure (Note: They did NOT take an entiemetic, did NOT take anything to sleep through whatever your body goes through, etc).
Nitschke doesn't mention sleeping pills/sedation, does he ? Not as part of the official cocktail.
SN seems good and reliable if you can pass out quickly and don't vomit.
I'm mostly worried about not passing out and having a very painful ordeal, hence I'll probably take some sleeping meds and high % alcohol (to keep the volume low) before. Timing is hard though. I don't want to pass out before taking the SN, but I want to preferably pass out quickly after taking it.
I'll admit I'm afraid though and I'm thinking I'll get a rope ready as a plan B so I have a quicker way out if things do get messy. SN also has a vasodilatory effect, thereby decreasing blood pressure, which should hopefully also make it easier to pass out from hanging.
@Duqu ,
I'm not sure how sedating that Klonopin will be. It's primarily an anticonvulsant. But if you know it works for you ...