Discussion Who's still here from last year?

[Mr2005]

Hello, haven't seen some of you for a while

 

[TAW122]

I'm still here, and in a bit more than a month, it will mark my 1st anniversary of joining the SS forum.

 

[Maravillosa]

I joined SS in September 2018. I am still here

 

[wanttodie]

yes me

 

[pole]

somehow still here.

 

[Thanatos]

Wish I wasn't to be honest

 

[21Neberg]

Do I count too?

 

[littlelady774]

I'm still here unfortunately

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Also, still here. Wish I wasn't. I'm actually not sure why I am. I don't really think I "count" or anything tho. Mainly because I'm a worthless pos. I should have checked out 3 years ago. :(

 

[Empty Smile]

Unfortunately, I still exist.

 

[Temporarilyabsurd]

I'm almost feeling like I'm in recovery , but that can flip in a moment.
I guess it's a lifetime habit - this way of thinking .
It is strange .

 

[Letmego. Please]

Im still here like a fart in cave.

 

[mattwitt]

me said the flea

 

[letmeseethedeath]

the 5 august will be one year on SS

 

[throwaway123]

I am. Unfortunately.... I'll probably still be here next year and most of you will be gone.

 

[Joannf]

Bah... too yellow to die, ye traitors ;)))
Well I can boast a valid excuse - I really planned to pass away either in autumn of last year, or if things went rather well, this year.
So far, my luck held and I actually had a happy year which I spent to corroborate my methods.
But this time it's very tight, it's planned and something extraordinarily good would have to happen.
It won't, and honestly, I'm longing to be gone. It's just the nasty sentimentality that keeps me.
I will likely be gone roughly around the time I entered here last year.

 

[TheNorthernSilence]

Yeah, I'm still here sharing my misery with you all.

 

[StillWaiting]

It is been a year since I am here.

 

[Mr2005]

Nearly a year since we got our cat too. How about you?

 

[StillWaiting]

Nearly a year since we got our cat too. How about you?

Haven't got a cat. Been going around to take photos of cats and nothing is going well here.
Can't find the energy to start researching despite being here for a year. Too afraid to sleep everyday because I don't want tomorrow to come. Stuck in between

 

[Mr2005]

Sorry I know the feeling it's just the picture

 

[RainAndSadness]

Here. I'm probably one of the oldest active members at this point.

 

[Sweet emotion]

Haven't got a cat. Been going around to take photos of cats and nothing is going well here.
Can't find the energy to start researching despite being here for a year. Too afraid to sleep everyday because I don't want tomorrow to come. Stuck in between

OMG you're afraid to go to sleep too? I tell that to people but they don't seem to understand. I don't want to sleep because then I have to wake up and face another day. I know I could stay up and do the same thing but there is something about sleeping that scares me. Even though I love it when I fall asleep because I dream about things that I could never have or be able to do in my real life. I'm sorry you're hurting.

 

[deflagrat]

I am still here, but I abandoned the idea of suicide for now. My current plan would be to kill myself after my parents die and, some time after that, when my money runs out.

 

[Tragoedia Vitae]

Last year, I honestly thought I would die this month. I even researched N, SN, and meto, and was on the point of purchasing them....yet here I am. I'm falling apart yet I can't muster up the will to CTB. Just another year I guess...

 

[Brick In The Wall]

New to this community. However I've been through a few iterations of this community since the internets inception.