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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Arcanist
Jul 9, 2025
489
I have no kids or partner but I have a huge collection of vinyls, CD, DVDs and other stuff. I was a collector since more than 20 years but I don't care anymore since I plan to CTB. Collecting things ruined my life. I think it is because of my autism. Nevermind.

I wrote my will where I give everything to my family but I hesitate to make a donation to a charity (animal protection for example) because my family is not in need of money. Or I'll maybe give some money to my cousin who has mental health problems and who needs money. I'd like to give the money to homeless people too.

I'm starting to sell my collection but it will take some time because I have thousands of records. I want to have the control about it. It is strange because if I'm dead, I won't give a shit, but i's important to me.

There is another reason why I want to sell all my records : I believe in afterlife and I don't want to be connected to my home as a ghost... Buddhists say it's important be detached from material things. You may find it silly, but these kind of things bother me a lot. My goal is to have an almost empty apartment before I leave. I know it's impossible because I've collected so much things in my life. I told my mother that I wanted to sell everything and I hope she doesn't suspect anything about my CTB plan.
 
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Cosmophobic

Cosmophobic

Member
Aug 10, 2025
76
Why do you think collecting stuff ruined your life?

I have a few thousand euros worth of star wars memorabilia :pfff:

A friend of mine who appreciates that stuff can have it. I honestly couldn't be bothered to sell that shit. Too much messing around with postage and packaging.

Any money I leave behind (which won't be much) can just go to my nieces and nephews college fund, or whatever they want to do with it.

The rest is just video games, CD's and books. Whoever wants 'em can have 'em.
 
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verminnnn

Member
Dec 4, 2019
31
at the moment i only have a holographic will, so whoever will really inherit my things is at the mercy of my parents. my money will go to my former partner (with the exception of £1000 to deal with the continued care of my animals), my belongings to my family. my former partner will probably be able to take a few personal items of mine if he so wishes. i hope he does
 
deep-sleeper

deep-sleeper

Member
Aug 16, 2025
70
A bit of crypto, 200 dollars of cs skins, pokemon card collection that nowadays will go for a hew hundred as well, pc, switch. All of those will go to my best friend
 
Fall_Apart

Fall_Apart

Student
May 22, 2023
147
I have no kids or partner but I have a huge collection of vinyls, CD, DVDs and other stuff. I was a collector since more than 20 years but I don't care anymore since I plan to CTB. Collecting things ruined my life. I think it is because of my autism. Nevermind.

I wrote my will where I give everything to my family but I hesitate to make a donation to a charity (animal protection for example) because my family is not in need of money. Or I'll maybe give some money to my cousin who has mental health problems and who needs money. I'd like to give the money to homeless people too.

I'm starting to sell my collection but it will take some time because I have thousands of records. I want to have the control about it. It is strange because if I'm dead, I won't give a shit, but i's important to me.

There is another reason why I want to sell all my records : I believe in afterlife and I don't want to be connected to my home as a ghost... Buddhists say it's important be detached from material things. You may find it silly, but these kind of things bother me a lot. My goal is to have an almost empty apartment before I leave. I know it's impossible because I've collected so much things in my life. I told my mother that I wanted to sell everything and I hope she doesn't suspect anything about my CTB plan.
We're in the same boat. I've collected over 2,000 records, and no one in my family would appreciate them. In the end, I decided to donate them to a sincere friend of mine who shared the same passion. When I tried to bring up the subject, he got suspicious because he knew how jealous I am of my records, so he'll only find out after my CTB.
 

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