Discussion Who is up and what are you doing?

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

Who is up and what are you doing?

 

[mrwonderful]

I am up, drinking a wine coller, day off tomorrow whooptydo

 

[Nem]

I'm up and I am not doing well at all, actually I am thinking about death.
peace/hugs

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

I am up, drinking a wine coller, day off tomorrow whooptydo

im drinking beer. how many you had so far?

I'm up and I am not doing well at all, actually I am thinking about death.
peace/hugs

Big hug to you. I'm here if you wanna vent.

 

[mrwonderful]

im drinking beer. how many you had so far?

Big hug to you. I'm here if you wanna vent.

A single 2 litre thats all I can afford today

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

A single 2 litre thats all I can afford today

that works right?

 

[mrwonderful]

that works right?

It will do as I have a bag of chips waiting for me haha

 

[Nem]

Things are not going well, at work yesterday it was a very bad day. I can't believe I'm still alive and I'm screwing up my job by working when I'm too messed up to function
Peace/hugs

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

It will do as I have a bag of chips waiting for me haha

I am so annoyed w myself. I wish I was asleep.

 

[mrwonderful]

I am so annoyed w myself. I wish I was asleep.

whats happening tonight? everybody is asleep here and now im up trying to get the best of my high

 

[BPD Barbie]

Laying in bed just browsing this and social media, still kinda early for me to be awake so I'll probably try and sleep some more soon.

 

[voyager]

Still no alcohol here, just browsing the forum and keeping up to date after being a little preoccupied these past few days.

 

[theguineapigking]

I'm watching family guy. But also constantly thinking about going in the basement and partial suspension hanging. I hate life and watching tv is a distraction.


Sorry you guys are struggling too. Life sucks ass. I'm here if anyone wants to talk about their issues.

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

whats happening tonight? everybody is asleep here and now im up trying to get the best of my high

same!

 

[BPDbitch]

I went in for my shift then got sent home 20 mins in because I apparently don't seem myself and wasn't fit to be there. Makes sense, I guess. So I am trying to nap but my sleep hasn't wanted to come for days

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

I'm watching family guy. But also constantly thinking about going in the basement and partial suspension hanging. I hate life and watching tv is a distraction.


Sorry you guys are struggling too. Life sucks ass. I'm here if anyone wants to talk about their issues.

I'm sorry that you are feeling this way. i get it. im here as well.

 

[xBrialesana]

Wishing that down 15 Ambien and 10 Xanax would be enough to knock me out but I'm still awake fuck insomnia

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

I went in for my shift then got sent home 20 mins in because I apparently don't seem myself and wasn't fit to be there. Makes sense, I guess. So I am trying to nap but my sleep hasn't wanted to come for days

ur a shitty sleeper like me. how was work?

Wishing that down 15 Ambien and 10 Xanax would be enough to knock me out but I'm still awake fuck insomnia

i feel u. i took ativan. no luck.

 

[highlyvolatile]

Finally went to sleep for a bit now I'm awake. Hoping to find sleep again

 

[xBrialesana]

I went in for my shift then got sent home 20 mins in because I apparently don't seem myself and wasn't fit to be there. Makes sense, I guess. So I am trying to nap but my sleep hasn't wanted to come for days

I'm sorry :( no wonder you've been up and posting more lol
How are you feeling rn? It's nearly 2 am where I'm at idk about you!

Finally went to sleep for a bit now I'm awake. Hoping to find sleep again

Good luck

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

I'm sorry :( no wonder you've been up and posting more lol
How are you feeling rn? It's nearly 2 am where I'm at idk about you!
shitty


Good luck

 

[Suicide_vampire]

I've been up since 5.30am don't feel good at all today, can't shake some really bad feelings. Going to dentist now, supposed to go to gig tonight but don't know if I will, if I stay how currently feeling I won't be.

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

I've been up since 5.30am don't feel good at all today, can't shake some really bad feelings. Going to dentist now, supposed to go to gig tonight but don't know if I will, if I stay how currently feeling I won't be.

i hope that you feel better

 

[xBrialesana]

Now I'm rolling up a giant ass kief and wax filled joint. If that doesn't do it I'm just gonna start doing meth (jokes)



Pray to whatever that I KO, it's been so many days awake I'm losing it

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

I'm sorry :( no wonder you've been up and posting more lol
How are you feeling rn? It's nearly 2 am where I'm at idk about you!


Good luck

i have a med question but i dont think i can just post it here. should i pm a question like that?

 

[xBrialesana]

i have a med question but i dont think i can just post it here. should i pm a question like that?

It depends on what we're talking? My inbox is always open!
You could make a thread asking for help for someone to PM you. I am a registered pharmacy tech but I don't know if I can help you lol

 

[BPDbitch]

I'm sorry :( no wonder you've been up and posting more lol
How are you feeling rn? It's nearly 2 am where I'm at idk about you!

I often find myself not sleeping when I'm more suicidal than usual, so it's handy there is always lots of people to talk to on here it's 10am where I am

 

[randomz]

Things are not going well, at work yesterday it was a very bad day. I can't believe I'm still alive and I'm screwing up my job by working when I'm too messed up to function
Peace/hugs

That's exactly me. I am daydreaming about at least a week of staying home alone with no work and people around me, but I don't even know if that will help me fix my fucked up mind (probably won't).

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

Now I'm rolling up a giant ass kief and wax filled joint. If that doesn't do it I'm just gonna start doing meth (jokes)

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Pray to whatever that I KO, it's been so many days awake I'm losing it

Love it!

 

[highlyvolatile]

I often find myself not sleeping when I'm more suicidal than usual, so it's handy there is always lots of people to talk to on here it's 10am where I am

I'm the same way. I pretty much struggle sleeping, id meant