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cantseethelight
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- Jul 6, 2021
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I know it's selfish but the idea of everything going back to normality when I can barely function is killing me.
Yeah exactly. Strangely gave me comfort knowing everyone had to be limited. It's not that I don't want people to enjoy themselves or get back living life. It just makes it feel even more isolating and lonely when you know everyone is Out and about. And every time I try to venture out or even pretend I'm okay, it just reinforces how I'm not!With you on that. It's like my inability to function was hidden by everyone being in a similar situation but now it's really going to be glaringly obvious to everyone and not just me
Well... If people continue to do stupid shit. What am I thinking... Of course they are going to do stupid shit.Don't worry I'm sure we'll have Covid-20, 21, 22, and so on to look forward to.
Yeah exactly, you're judged now for not participating even if deep down you want to. Just alienates you furtherLockdown didn't really change my life that much but now those of us that would rather not be around people or outdoorsman are made to feel guilty. I don't mean a cookout with a few friends but large groups of people or gatherings isn't for me.
Well... If people continue to do stupid shit. What am I thinking... Of course they are going to do stupid shit.
Yeah I can completely relate to that. There's no an expectation everyone needs to see eachother even if it wasn't so before. What makes it exhausting for you if you don't mind me asking? Keeping up appearances?I think the lockdown suited me as I like to isolate myself from other people. While the lockdown did not change my life that much as I mostly avoided others before it, I dread having to see extended family members again as that is exhausting for me.
I just do not enjoy having to see extended family members, they talk about boring things and I am an introvert so socialising in any way is exhausting to me.Yeah I can completely relate to that. There's no an expectation everyone needs to see eachother even if it wasn't so before. What makes it exhausting for you if you don't mind me asking? Keeping up appearances?