DevilInHell667

DevilInHell667

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Dec 6, 2019
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Like I am constantly thinking and obsessing about everything. I also feel so anxious all the time. It just doesn't seem to stop. This is like basically my reason why I will ctb and why my situation will never improve.
 
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Mizzmini45

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2019
447
YES. My heart wants to explode sometimes. I'm always anxious even in my sleep I get panic attacks. I live in a nightmare all day long even sleep gives me no peace. Its my only way out. Its the top reason for my suicide
 
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NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
Nov 21, 2019
450
I feel you there. Just typing and answering people on here, alone, makes me break into cold sweats the entire time.
 
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MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
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Yep, from morn till night- though im not sure if its anxiety so much as profound despair-i guess those two things interact
 
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Manja

Can't wait to die
Nov 27, 2019
182
Me too...I never relax I don't know how I'm alive...I'm in the freeze mode most of the time especially around other people.. now I try to watch myself but I always forget and fall back in vortex
 
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Life sucks

Visionary
Apr 18, 2018
2,136
The struggling and continuing an absurd life while thinking what would happen in the next day. Not to mention the endless problems one can have, its all fuel for anxiety. I can't relax in this life at all
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
533
Like I am constantly thinking and obsessing about everything. I also feel so anxious all the time. It just doesn't seem to stop. This is like basically my reason why I will ctb and why my situation will never improve.
Sometimes I feel the same way but I try to think about all those who would care about me if I try to CTB which prevents me from doing so despite the fact that I once tried to find a suicide partner on this website a while back a long time ago and got arrested for it.
 
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mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
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Right here. I feel anxious all the time. Tolerant to benzos, the Prozac and Seroquel I take don't really help. It's hell.
 
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c824767

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Sep 2, 2019
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Like I am constantly thinking and obsessing about everything. I also feel so anxious all the time. It just doesn't seem to stop. This is like basically my reason why I will ctb and why my situation will never improve.
Not constantly but way too often.
 
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