Loneliest
Slow dancing to my death
- Jun 23, 2021
- 40
I miss a good friend that I no longer talk to.
A close friend that always seems far away.I miss a good friend that I no longer talk to.
I was going through something similar not long ago. I've accepted that I'm too damaged to love anyone and let him go. It's best for me to be alone than bring people I care down with meOne of my exs. At the time i was stupid. At the time i couldnt tell but looking back he cared. He looked out for me, and again i was too fucking stupid to see it.
As a birthday present to myself i unblocked him from facebook. And the other night i wanted to message him. I want to tell him how sorry and stupid i am. But im already in enough fucked up shit with one of my exs, i need priorities for now and sadly saying sorry to him isnt it. I hope some day i can and will though.
However im not sure he'll believe me or want to hear it. I was a fucking cunt to him.
Unfortunately we can't control who we miss :(my other ex-gf who I really shouldn't miss but I do.