Psychopathic pedophilic relatives who made my childhood a living hell, some of whom now live nice, cushy lives, able to put their heinous acts behind them while I live with the damage they inflicted for the rest of my life. I live with extremely painful physical and psychological consequences of being so thoroughly used and abused by those who should have protected me. Not to mention those who perpetrated further abuse and rape in my childhood and adulthood, those who saw a broken, disabled, unwell individual as an easy target.
There are those who turned a blind eye, either to the abuse or to the devastating consequences. There are those who made it worse, directly putting me in further danger.
Then there are those who dismissed, gaslit and ostracised me by insisting that there is nothing wrong, that my mental and physical health are "fine" as my body falls apart at the seams from years of impairment, illness and trauma, - leaving me to fend for myself with no intervention and no support, hoping that I have enough funds to find (and maintain) treatments that may or may not work.