HermitLonerGuy
Warlock
- Sep 28, 2022
- 708
I was very suicidal at like 3 am early morning hours, i was just tossing and turning in bed.
I was lamenting and ruminating over all my problems and thinking of a suicide method.
I fell off to sleep and moments later in my dream i was in my childhood apartment, this man was slim, had dark skin , wore a reddish muslim hat and had a beard.
He didnt say anything, i just felt he was like God or a Messenger/Angel of God.
I woke up afraid and could feel like a presence in my flat.
I am Atheist and Was not raised Muslim.
It was probably a coincidence , i do have an over active imagination.
There probably isnt a god or after life and we are all suffering alone with no one to save us.
I think maybe it was my mind comforting me, just like near death experiences when people see God or Angels etc.
Its strange though since im not muslim and it was in the apartment that my sister ctb in.
I was lamenting and ruminating over all my problems and thinking of a suicide method.
I fell off to sleep and moments later in my dream i was in my childhood apartment, this man was slim, had dark skin , wore a reddish muslim hat and had a beard.
He didnt say anything, i just felt he was like God or a Messenger/Angel of God.
I woke up afraid and could feel like a presence in my flat.
I am Atheist and Was not raised Muslim.
It was probably a coincidence , i do have an over active imagination.
There probably isnt a god or after life and we are all suffering alone with no one to save us.
I think maybe it was my mind comforting me, just like near death experiences when people see God or Angels etc.
Its strange though since im not muslim and it was in the apartment that my sister ctb in.