Help Which type of ligature except rope can I use in full suspension hanging?

[Despair 7]

I don't have a rope nor I can find one on stores and buying from online is impossible because of my strict parents. Can someone please tell me what alternative ligatures would be best for full suspension hanging? (I am short and underweight- 45 kg) (I don't want to do partial suspension)

 

[sonofsun]

some people have ctb with scarf or such clothing or you could use electrical wire just make sure your ligature is not too thick as it will no put the necessary pressure to close the arteries and you will painfully strangle and hope you find peace

 

[Despair 7]

some people have ctb with scarf or such clothing or you could use electrical wire just make sure your ligature is not too thick as it will no put the necessary pressure to close the arteries and you will painfully strangle and hope you find peace

Will the scarf or such clothing break after my body weight puts stress on it? I am asking this because I have seen multiple cases where the ligature is broken after attempting hanging