Which person do you consider to be the most responsible for your CTB?

[Cyndaquil]

I have a mix of them, but I mostly blame myself for having got into my situation.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

 

[UKscotty]

Myself mostly but the government for doing nothing useful for recovery and suicide prevention for the past decade.

 

[DesperateOne]

30% me and 70% my family.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Myself. If I wasn't such a defective degenerate whose main talent was fucking both themself and everyone else around them then I wouldn't be in this mess.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

def a mix of me & my mom, + life itself. i believe u can't truly blame any1 but urself for the way that u/ur life turn out (barring extreme cases, & even then there'll be a few that still beat the odds). however, im also not foolish enough to think that how you're raised + ur childhood don't play pivotal roles in who u become.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I don't blame anybody. In my case, it's existence which is the problem and I can't really blame anybody for that. I can only blame life for being the way that it is. Sure, I may only see life this way because of autism but it's not like I caused this neurotype to occur and my parents didn't know either until after I was born

 

[uzuf86]

In my case, it is me. And then god, because I've asked him for help so many times and life only became worse.

 

[rozeske]

My fu*king bad luck!

 

[mortuarymary]

Me. i got bipolar and long covid, can't really blame anyone else.
maybe the Dr that put me on Tegretol for years and fucked my white blood cell count, so I get every cold, flu etc out there.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Myself.

I made the wrong decisions at certain points in life which lead to a big failure I'm suffering from since years (mainly of financial nature).

 

[Endofit]

Myself.

I made the wrong decisions at certain points in life which lead to a big failure I'm suffering from since years (mainly of financial nature).

All the same

 

[matt1968]

Between me and my family as I didn't really develop emotionally well and I just focussed on too few things - academic and sports - to the detriment of getting social skills and how life works.

 

[FuneralCry]

Those who so selfishly decide to procreate are those ultimately responsible for creating all the suffering and harm in the first place, it's very tragic to procreate into this disgusting and hellish world where there is potential for the most extreme suffering and torture. I see wanting death as the only logical response to escape from the futility and cruelty of existing, existence itself is the true problem and could never be a desirable state under any circumstances, it's such a terrible, horrific tragedy how life even existed at all. It's horrifying how we cannot just have the option to easily die in peace as in my case the ideal state of eternal non-existence will always be preferable to decaying and deteriorating from age in this meaningless existence.

 

[Slow_Farewell]

85% me
5% family
10% Society In General for not preparing me for this crap.

 

[BlackMoon]

Most human beings stigmatize people like me, it'll never change, and I don't think I should feel guilty as people would like to see me. Living for lying is unbearable, but it's what society force me to do.

 

[Gonnerr]

The universe for existing.

 

[polka slide]

the bitch named angelica and my friends for bootlicking her when shes making false accusations about me

 

[Mitsumi]

Me, bullies, family. Life itself.

 

[goblin99]

I mostly blame myself, but when I write my note I'm going to make sure my dad knows the part he played in leading me to being depressed for over a decade.

 

[divinemistress87]

Myself and the man that assaulted Me and caused my stroke

 

[DecisionToLeave]

I hate myself, and I can't stand myself anymore.

 

[Manfrotto99]

Most definitely family. I had a controlling narcissistic father and narcissistic golden child older sister who installed in me a looser/ victim mentally from the momment I was born. From the time I went out into the world I was vulnerable and attracted narcisists and abusers like a moth to a flame and it was all down hill from there. Never stood a chance. It didn't help that I am short with a hereditary tremor that made me look the part too. Important decisions I made under stress where never done from a secure place like they should have, if i'd had a good upbringing and supportive family environment. I only knew and learnt to have unhealthy relationships. I didnt have cousins either - I was always alone. Of cause someone with a different personality and or looks, who fitted in better with society's expectations may of been able to change things around, so in that regards I do take some responsibility.

 

[FrostedHoax]

Myself as well as just life in general

 

[BlockHammer]

It's actually a mix up between myself that's worthless, uncapable to be happy or at least be financially independent. And also the circumstances that i faced right now

 

[Unattainable666]

The bitch who gave birth to me - I don't consider her family.

 

[anxious_depressive]

Just me.

Because I'm a stupid, ugly loser.

I've made too many irreparable mistakes in my life.

 

[transgenderfailure]

I have no idea who to blame.