Which drugs should I use?

[Kemmerich]

My plan at the moment is to place the barrel of a rifle (M44 Nagant) in my mouth and fire a round out the back of my skull (I'm waiting until the summer to go through with this). The only reason that I've chosen to use a firearm, however, is that it seems the most convenient method currently at my disposal. I've heard that drugging oneself is the easiest way to go, but I don't know which drugs to use or how I can get a hold of them. Does anyone know which drugs are sure to give me a painless and peaceful way out, as well as where I can get my hands on said drugs?

 

[Girobatol]

Two drugs will give you a peaceful exit. Pentobarbital and fentanyl. The first one is very difficult to obtain and for the second one you need an experienced drug dealer. But you already have a method. You should read the resources thread in this site for more info.

 

[SettOne1994]

you wouldnt get your hands on barbiturates the legal euthanasia thing. But the next most peacefull is heroin OD. make sure it high purity its the hard part you can find it at any city even on daylight. Just look for skinny people who seem drug users promise them little repay to help you find almost everyone will help you even help you inject it. Yes you have to go injection to make sure all its absorded fast. No pain no dizziness no throwing up you fall to sleep while your body forgets to breath.White heroin is the strongest out there but harder to find....
and if you live in US this guy mentioned fentanyl its a good option same as heroin i believe.... First time i snorted heroin it was white pure stuff and i did like 0.1 grams of it it was barely a line of white powder i went into dreaming as soon as i layed down and close my eyes. But i disrupted it because i was amazed what this drug did and i ruined it. No i wasnt asleep.. Strong advice dont get hooked on heroin ive done it for 2 years the withdrawal is almost unbearable with cold sweats some pain at the first withdrawals i also went 3 days with no sleep its a nightmare.Also every night withdrawal or not you get to see some nasty nightmares about people rather then ghosts . im 1 month clean now i wont do it unless i knew i had unlimited supply until im dead. Also it affects you emotionally over time it changes your personality they say... Never do it unless you want to OD then its your best peacefull choice.
PS: aim the rifle under you chin slighty backwards 20 degrees. Or behind your head even if its tricky under that little bone on the skull this will make sure you hit the spinal cord its almost same as hitting the center of the brain....Blood flow stop immediatly if that spinal nerve is broken. I would go with the rifle and wouldnt bother trying to find pure heroin unless you go for fentanyl which i heard its popular among americans. Take the bus to a big famous US city look for skinny people with rashes or some tattos that look kind of a mess and ask them could you help me find fentanyl or pure heroin ? i can repay you if you need something.
and dont go at night doing this its simple as going day

 

[Jean4]

you wouldnt get your hands on barbiturates the legal euthanasia thing. But the next most peacefull is heroin OD. make sure it high purity its the hard part you can find it at any city even on daylight. Just look for skinny people who seem drug users promise them little repay to help you find almost everyone will help you even help you inject it. Yes you have to go injection to make sure all its absorded fast. No pain no dizziness no throwing up you fall to sleep while your body forgets to breath.White heroin is the strongest out there but harder to find....
and if you live in US this guy mentioned fentanyl its a good option same as heroin i believe.... First time i snorted heroin it was white pure stuff and i did like 0.1 grams of it it was barely a line of white powder i went into dreaming as soon as i layed down and close my eyes. But i disrupted it because i was amazed what this drug did and i ruined it. No i wasnt asleep.. Strong advice dont get hooked on heroin ive done it for 2 years the withdrawal is almost unbearable with cold sweats some pain at the first withdrawals i also went 3 days with no sleep its a nightmare . im 1 month clean now i wont do it unless i knew i had unlimited supply until im dead. Also it affects you emotionally over time it changes your personality they say... Never do it unless you want to OD then its your best peacefull choice.
PS: aim the rifle under you chin slighty backwards 20 degrees. Or behind your head even if its tricky under that little bone on the skull this will make sure you hit the spinal cord its almost same as hitting the center of the brain....Blood flow stop immediatly if that spinal nerve is broken. I would go with the rifle and wouldnt bother trying to find pure heroin unless you go for fentanyl which i heard its popular among americans. Take the bus to a big famous US city look for skinny people with rashes or some tattos that look kind of a mess and ask them could you help me find fentanyl or pure heroin ? i can repay you if you need something.
and dont go at night doing this its simple as going day

Thank you. You know I'm your fan.

 

[SettOne1994]

Thank you. You know I'm your fan.

im usually suspicious but i cant help but admire kind people :)

 

[Jean4]

im usually suspicious but i cant help but admire kind people :)

I'm the mother of the forum. Nothing to be suspicious of. I'm always here if you want to talk. ;)

 

[Squiddy]

I'm the mother of the forum. Nothing to be suspicious of. I'm always here if you want to talk. ;)

Yes @Jean4 is the mother of the forum. The best mom ever :)

 

[SettOne1994]

If you're gonna operate a rifle but still want to feel ok, I recommend Klonopin aka clonazepam. A few pills will make the world feel like its all okay, not too many otherwise you'll sleep. Others say opioids but benzos are pretty easy to get prescribed by a psych and I've personally never met anyone with access to opioids - yes to cocaine, ketamine, shrooms, weed, etc but never opioids.

for opioids maybe try going to one of those safe injection sites and talking to one of the users, idk. But idk if you'll be able to operate a rifle on opioids.

ofc you can unless you overdoze..... opioid hallucination i think come either if you overdose and you have no say in the situation or take some good stuff and lay down and relax intentionally. Rather then that you can operate a rifle like that.... Also who needs opioids if he gots a rifle to finish fast and clean. This reminds me when i tryed some cbt methods and i had some little extra money and i sayed lets get high before we die but never mix it to make better results. Its either opioid OD as you sayed ask a junkie outside a clinic or a rifle

 

[SettOne1994]

Wish I could find some fentanyl myself but I can't even leave the house cuz of mental issues.

that will pass in matter of months. Myself i have this case in its severe form. You try this "mantras" of wisdom. Noone really knows what you are about until they spend time with you. You have higher chances of not getting harrased or killed or robbed if you are a man and you wear some ghetto clothes ( first impression mechanism). Also my problem is that i thought someone always watched me maybe god angels devil who the hell knows. I still got my doubts but noone of other human beings knows what you are about. If your feeling weak insecure or who knows. They dont. Evil people use this mechanism of and appearance to the limits even in face to face encounters or discussions why cant you use it for vital needs just for a bit? I always weared hood ( kept me more secure mentally shows of the insecurity i had in life) and showed a rather street boy to others so not many would bother me even at night. But never be naive and rely on this in your life , people will rob kill you for nothing at night its rare but you dont wish that to happen to your experience.... Dress well avoid thinking about others , keep an agenda and know where your heading. Until you get SN go home and this circle is done. Its very easy

 

[Kemmerich]

you wouldnt get your hands on barbiturates the legal euthanasia thing. But the next most peacefull is heroin OD. make sure it high purity its the hard part you can find it at any city even on daylight. Just look for skinny people who seem drug users promise them little repay to help you find almost everyone will help you even help you inject it. Yes you have to go injection to make sure all its absorded fast. No pain no dizziness no throwing up you fall to sleep while your body forgets to breath.White heroin is the strongest out there but harder to find....
and if you live in US this guy mentioned fentanyl its a good option same as heroin i believe.... First time i snorted heroin it was white pure stuff and i did like 0.1 grams of it it was barely a line of white powder i went into dreaming as soon as i layed down and close my eyes. But i disrupted it because i was amazed what this drug did and i ruined it. No i wasnt asleep.. Strong advice dont get hooked on heroin ive done it for 2 years the withdrawal is almost unbearable with cold sweats some pain at the first withdrawals i also went 3 days with no sleep its a nightmare.Also every night withdrawal or not you get to see some nasty nightmares about people rather then ghosts . im 1 month clean now i wont do it unless i knew i had unlimited supply until im dead. Also it affects you emotionally over time it changes your personality they say... Never do it unless you want to OD then its your best peacefull choice.
PS: aim the rifle under you chin slighty backwards 20 degrees. Or behind your head even if its tricky under that little bone on the skull this will make sure you hit the spinal cord its almost same as hitting the center of the brain....Blood flow stop immediatly if that spinal nerve is broken. I would go with the rifle and wouldnt bother trying to find pure heroin unless you go for fentanyl which i heard its popular among americans. Take the bus to a big famous US city look for skinny people with rashes or some tattos that look kind of a mess and ask them could you help me find fentanyl or pure heroin ? i can repay you if you need something.
and dont go at night doing this its simple as going day

Thank you for the information on the drugs, as well as for your advice regarding death by gunshot. Not quite sure how things will end up going down come next summer, but if bad turns to worse, I'll be sure to heed your advice.

If you're gonna operate a rifle but still want to feel ok, I recommend Klonopin aka clonazepam. A few pills will make the world feel like its all okay, not too many otherwise you'll sleep. Others say opioids but benzos are pretty easy to get prescribed by a psych and I've personally never met anyone with access to opioids - yes to cocaine, ketamine, shrooms, weed, etc but never opioids.

for opioids maybe try going to one of those safe injection sites and talking to one of the users, idk. But idk if you'll be able to operate a rifle on opioids.

Thanks for the advice. Actually hadn't thought of taking anything to calm my nerves before using the firearm method.

Two drugs will give you a peaceful exit. Pentobarbital and fentanyl. The first one is very difficult to obtain and for the second one you need an experienced drug dealer. But you already have a method. You should read the resources thread in this site for more info.

Thank you.