Help Where to die

[Josuyo]

Kind of just trying to be mindful of others.

Just trying to think of the best place to off myself.

Part of me is almost tempted to somehow make it so I end up in a body of water so I'm just missing rather than confirmed dead but I know bodies are still found even submerged and they can look terrible afterwards

I keep thinking a hotel room but I sort of feel for anyone working there.

I've also considered the woods. May be found. May not be if they're big enough.

I guess I just don't want to upset anyone.

I was half in the mind to make it look like I went hiking, got lost, and died of exposure. Which could be very believable cus I suffer from seizures so if I did collapse in the middle of nowhere and alone what could anyone do?

 

[DeLarge]

if you do, choose the most beautiful place for this. i dont have any ideia bc im from Brazil, but hope you found peace!

 

[Snake of Eden]

I too wish for my body to submerge deep in the water and stay there

 

[fox_wannabe]

I too wish for my body to submerge deep in the water and stay there

I feel dumb for saying It because you are my friend and I do not wish to hurt you, but you would have to tie yourself with something heave, bodies usually go up from the gasses. Also pleas do not drown yourself it is terrible way to go <3
You deserve peaceful death (that sounds malevolent, i didn't mean to make it sounds like it)

 

[Snake of Eden]

I feel dumb for saying It because you are my friend and I do not wish to hurt you, but you would have to tie yourself with something heave, bodies usually go up from the gasses. Also pleas do not drown yourself it is terrible way to go <3
You deserve peaceful death (that sounds malevolent, i didn't mean to make it sounds like it)

Its just a fantasy. Afterall my method is N and i will have to do it in a hotel and have traditional burial.

 

[fox_wannabe]

Its just a fantasy. Afterall my method is N and i will have to do it in a hotel and have traditional burial.

Whatever you wish for.

 

[Josuyo]

Its just a fantasy. Afterall my method is N and i will have to do it in a hotel and have traditional burial.

I hope I can find a safe supplier of N honestly

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

i would love to die outside but the way things are going, its probably going to be in some mental hospital

 

[FuneralCry]

My favourite spot for ctb is in an isolated forest far away from people. I want my last moments to be in nature. I think the best place is somewhere where it is unlikely you would be disturbed.

 

[Chockles]

I'd like to sit near beach listening to sea lapping on shore watching the stars while I drink my N. The reality is when it lands hopefully tmw by end of week I'll have CTB lying in the bed I've been stick in 10 months in absolute agony under parents roof. At best I'll stare at the sea one last time while I take my AEs.

 

[checkedout]

Kind of just trying to be mindful of others.

Just trying to think of the best place to off myself.

Part of me is almost tempted to somehow make it so I end up in a body of water so I'm just missing rather than confirmed dead but I know bodies are still found even submerged and they can look terrible afterwards

I keep thinking a hotel room but I sort of feel for anyone working there.

I've also considered the woods. May be found. May not be if they're big enough.

I guess I just don't want to upset anyone.

I was half in the mind to make it look like I went hiking, got lost, and died of exposure. Which could be very believable cus I suffer from seizures so if I did collapse in the middle of nowhere and alone what could anyone do?

I read about people going to a hotel to ctb, and then putting a note on the door to not enter and instead call the police. I was thinking of doing that, because I too don't want to upset anyone.

 

[Hangman]

In the woods. Then my relatives can spread my ashes into the ocean.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Also trying to decide on the location but it's so tricky because I live in a densely populated city. Trying to think of a suitable location has been challenging - I've even gone as far as considering the toilet cubicle of a local hospital so I won't traumatise individuals who work outside of the medical setting. Am trying to decide between that, a quiet park (but it's so not pragmatic due to lack of privacy) and a hotel room (but I'm feeling bad for the hotel staff). I don't want to hang on anymore, not when most days or moments are filled with both physical aches that's gonna get worse and the mental agony of feeling rejected and unwanted due to BPD.

 

[veniceofdetroit]

In the woods. Then my relatives can spread my ashes into the ocean.

I'd like to be buried in the ocean. Hopefully something can make use of my remains.