woofwag
Bad dog
- Sep 17, 2025
- 57
So, I have decided I will take SN to CBT, but the problem is on where to actually pass. I live with two roomies. One is my best friend of five years, the other is his partner. I could not traumatize them by having them find my body... it'll already be traumatizing as it is to have me pass. I can't make it worse, I just can't. So I feel like dying in my room is probably out of the question, which sucks cuz I would like to be somewhat comfortable. I don't have the money for a hotel. I was thinking my car, but then idk where to go where I won't be found by the time SN hits, but will be found eventually? I mean ideally I don't just completely disappear, right? Idk. My biggest fear is being found before I can peacefully pass. And my second is having people I care about find me. Maybe it's selfish, but I would so much rather a random person/EMT/cop find me than one of my friends (actually I would be totally ok with traumatizing a cop lmao ACAB). I just care about them too much to have that vision of finding me stuck in their head forever. So... any ideas? Kind of lost on this one
