I've been pretty determined for a while now but my biggest obstacle is finding the right place. I don't want any family member to find, see, or touch me once I'm gone. I've read on other sites "if you really wanted to do it, it wouldn't matter" or "who cares you'd already be dead and couldn't tell the difference." This is something I feel very strongly about though. I also don't want to traumatize a stranger or cause big commotion anywhere like in a public area or hotel either. I've considered cheap motels or parking my car in some parking lot but I really want to cause as little fuss as possible. Also, I want to go out with a bang so I know there will be some clean up required.
Somewhere outside if your going to create a mess. Maybe state forest? Or if you live in a big city, maybe a dark alley in an undesirable part of town where murders aren't uncommon?
there are actually a lot of state parks and forrest where I'm from but I guess my issue was not wanting to be in the news or papers but I guess there are somethings I have to accept might not go my way
Unless you are overly creative, I doubt the news will have nothing more than "someone found an unidentified body in the forest, police are investigating." Leave a note at the park ranger station for when they come in the next morning so you reduce the chances of an unsuspecting family finding your body.
