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thefarter

thefarter

i don’t smoke
Dec 10, 2025
36
bello everyone..

i should have my sn soon so i have some questions.

where should i ctb?
i can't do it in my room because i don't want to traumatise my family members.

i thought about a hotel room but i don't want them to struggle with deep cleaning the entire hotel room when i inevitably start decomposing and rotting in there.

if i were to ctb in the middle of the woods or something.. would that leave less to be cleaned up?

i don't wanna just be another problem after dying too lol.

i just want to die. leave little to be cleaned up after im dead. and just be forgotten ⚔️⚔️
 
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dalemar

Student
Nov 20, 2025
195
This is a very personal decision.
I think all the options have pros and cons.
Personally, I think the hotel room and the woods are the best.
 
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tzon

Hesitant
Dec 27, 2025
4
Deep in the woods, in the middle of the night - No risk of anyone being around.

.... Is my preferance anyways. Everything was in set up when I was 17. Literally one step, and I wouldn't be hanging here, but off a tree branch back then. SI caught me.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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i thought about a hotel room but i don't want them to struggle with deep cleaning the entire hotel room when i inevitably start decomposing and rotting in there.
They would find you before this started to happen on any significant level
 
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thatguystinks

Member
Oct 30, 2025
6
I've been thinking about this too and I think a hotel or your parking your car somewhere and doing it somewhere secluded
 
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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Student
Dec 10, 2025
176
Deep in the woods, in the middle of the night - No risk of anyone being around.

.... Is my preferance anyways. Everything was in set up when I was 17. Literally one step, and I wouldn't be hanging here, but off a tree branch back then. SI caught me.
This but I would add that maybe do it off a hiking trail or path. Just taking notes from brain torture. He was found by a hiker
 
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Carryline

Member
Oct 11, 2025
74
Hotel or forest would be better than home I was also planing to do it home but now i think hotel is better
 

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