
VegasLyra
Member
- Jan 16, 2021
- 18
In a few days my family is going to leave to our village and stay there for about a month. I'll be alone at home and that's when I'll CTB.
However there's a problem: I can't leave my suicide note next to my body because once my family notices I'm not answering their calls anymore (they already know about my suicidal tendencies), they'll have no choice but to call our landlord and ask him to check up on me. That's a problem because I absolutely do NOT want anyone to read my suicide note other than my direct family. It has VERY sensitive material that could ruin my family's reputation if it got out. (shocker: it's that I'm gay. Gotta love this shit country)
So now I'm thinking of places to hide my suicide note where it won't be discovered with my body but it'll still be guaranteed for someone in my direct family to find within at most a year or so.
Does anyone have any ideas where a good spot to hide it would be? I'm thinking of putting it on top of the AC but I'm afraid it'll take a very long time for it to be found this way.
However there's a problem: I can't leave my suicide note next to my body because once my family notices I'm not answering their calls anymore (they already know about my suicidal tendencies), they'll have no choice but to call our landlord and ask him to check up on me. That's a problem because I absolutely do NOT want anyone to read my suicide note other than my direct family. It has VERY sensitive material that could ruin my family's reputation if it got out. (shocker: it's that I'm gay. Gotta love this shit country)
So now I'm thinking of places to hide my suicide note where it won't be discovered with my body but it'll still be guaranteed for someone in my direct family to find within at most a year or so.
Does anyone have any ideas where a good spot to hide it would be? I'm thinking of putting it on top of the AC but I'm afraid it'll take a very long time for it to be found this way.