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CatLove56

CatLove56

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In the United States? Probably easier said than done I tried the eBay user that the wiki had but they haven't answered all month
 
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It is possible to buy Sodium Nitrite from Amazon in the USA. But in the book Final Exit by Derek Humphry, the author does not recommend this method. All poisoning will be a painful death.
 
LenkaX

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Aug 14, 2020
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It is possible to buy Sodium Nitrite from Amazon in the USA. But in the book Final Exit by Derek Humphry, the author does not recommend this method. All poisoning will be a painful death.
All death is painful, or at least unpleasant.
 
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You are wrong or you are lying, Nembutal will be a peaceful death.
Of course, if N was easy to obtain for everyone, there would be no doubt. I was writing from the perspective of average person who is not able to obtain N, so he has to stick with SN. For some people SN may be painless too, it depends.
 
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AdamB

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Has anyone from the UK ordered sn from the USA and actually received it?
 
asscar.racing

asscar.racing

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i bought SN off amazon. it seems kinda not legit so i'll update people when it gets here. it isn't the curing salt it's supposedly 98% pure- i just doubt it's going to arrive or if it does it will be poorly packaged or nitrate not nitrite
 
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locked*n*loaded

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It is possible to buy Sodium Nitrite from Amazon in the USA. But in the book Final Exit by Derek Humphry, the author does not recommend this method. All poisoning will be a painful death.
N is poisoning and by 99.99% of accounts, it is not painful. CO can be quite painless, too, as long as concentrations are produced upwards of 12000 PPM. You'd be unconscious in a matter of seconds, with death to follow soon after.
 
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asscar.racing

asscar.racing

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i bought SN off amazon. it seems kinda not legit so i'll update people when it gets here. it isn't the curing salt it's supposedly 98% pure- i just doubt it's going to arrive or if it does it will be poorly packaged or nitrate not nitrite
update: from the look taste and how it dissolves i'm 99% sure it's real.
 
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update: from the look taste and how it dissolves i'm 99% sure it's real.
You can test it. Either the blood test, or the aquarium test. The aquarium test is less reliable, but the blood test is painful and messy so...
 
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dustyfurcollector

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Please don't taste it again. Ppl die from doing that
 
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asscar.racing

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Please don't taste it again. Ppl die from doing that
i get that ppl keep telling me this out of safety and concern but u DO see the irony in telling someone suicidal not to do something they're gonna die from right? dying from just taste testing it would also be so much easier in terms of prep than following the guide. like the only reason i didn't just chug it when it got here is because i don't have any metoclopramide yet and have a pukey stomach. a kinda surprise death from swishing around some sn mixture would reduce anxiety and also eliminate the need for it. this is my new nighttime mouth wash 😂😂
 
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i get that ppl keep telling me this out of safety and concern but u DO see the irony in telling someone suicidal not to do something they're gonna die from right? dying from just taste testing it would also be so much easier in terms of prep than following the guide. like the only reason i didn't just chug it when it got here is because i don't have any metoclopramide yet and have a pukey stomach. a kinda surprise death from swishing around some sn mixture would reduce anxiety and also eliminate the need for it. this is my new nighttime mouth wash 😂😂
😂 The only thing I was worried abt was ctb before you're ready. If you're all set and that's what you want...
 
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asscar.racing

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😂 The only thing I was worried abt was ctb before you're ready. If you're all set and that's what you want...
this is a really dumb question but i'm new to the site. what does CBT stand for?
 
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pleasehelpme

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Jul 10, 2022
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Is there any way to obtain it in Europe? And how do you know whether it's real? Is there a way to test this?
 
gomenasai

gomenasai

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Sep 30, 2022
168
I am going crazy. I also wish to know where I could obtain SN in Europe. I was considering getting N, but it seems like it's not as easy to find it as I thought. I've been researching my options for hours for weeks now and it seems like there is NO good method for me. I don't own a house so some options are out of the question. I also can't be saved and sent to the ward as I already have some health problems that would make my stay there a living hell. I am desperate and trapped here.
 
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onetapgandhi

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Oct 4, 2022
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I like buying from the physical stores. Its easier to manipulate them if they ask questions
 
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mindless

mindless

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Oct 10, 2022
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I was wondering this too, perhaps a butcher or some charcuterie place. Might be a bit suspicious going in and asking for an obscure ingrediënt though, especially this one.
 
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Lightblitz

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Jan 19, 2023
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Also curious about this IC vendor
 
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haiku

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Aug 31, 2021
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It is possible to buy Sodium Nitrite from Amazon in the USA. But in the book Final Exit by Derek Humphry, the author does not recommend this method. All poisoning will be a painful death.
what does he recommend in the book?
 
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