Venting Where can i ctb when i never go outside

[addressunknown]

I'm very sick and seldom go outside. Mostly to take a walk which takes about half an hour because of my pathetic physical aptitude. Apart from my only outings consist of doctors appointments or groceries. I never had a single friend so if i went to an hotel pretending to see a friend my parents would immediately notice that something's wrong. It's not like i ever been invited anywhere.

On the other hand, i can't do it at home. I live with almost no privacy and wouldn't be able to fast or to hide anything to ctb. And i've already had been in emergencies often enough to know how fast i get there.

I wish i had a fake friend so i would have a good excuse and pretend to see them.

Do you guys have any good excuse to be leaving for 2 days? Or just one night at least.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I dont have an excuse to leave. So if I do follow my plan to book a hotel to ctb there, I would have to go after midnight when everyone is asleep but be sure that I do it because if I dont and then returned back home then I wont have a good story about my late night out

 

[seaweaves]

There are lots of possible excuses, and they'll possibly need to be more related to your lifestyle or interests. Depending where you live, are there concerts held in town or in neighbouring spaces? Art galleries? Other venues or places that might hold late-night events? I know that both COVID and living situation can impact these examples, but I'm not trying to make suggestions so much as add options into play. I hope that, whatever comes to be, you find calm and the options you need.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nobody should have to make excuses for ctb, we should be allowed to die in peace. It is our life, our decision after all and nobody else has any say in it. I do not have an answer as I am in a similar position, I live with other people and I never leave the house. If I tried to leave for a length of time they would realise that there is something going on. Anyway, I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Hateyouprolife]

Nobody should have to make excuses for ctb, we should be allowed to die in peace. It is our life, our decision after all and nobody else has any say in it. I do not have an answer as I am in a similar position, I live with other people and I never leave the house. If I tried to leave for a length of time they would realise that there is something going on. Anyway, I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

Tell this to pro-lifer who tells you are sick, out of your mind and need treatment.

 

[addressunknown]

There are lots of possible excuses, and they'll possibly need to be more related to your lifestyle or interests. Depending where you live, are there concerts held in town or in neighbouring spaces? Art galleries? Other venues or places that might hold late-night events? I know that both COVID and living situation can impact these examples, but I'm not trying to make suggestions so much as add options into play. I hope that, whatever comes to be, you find calm and the options you need.

Not that i know, i live in a very small town and go to a bit only to see doctors. Not to mention that i've never been to a concert or anything. And these things don't take an entire night do they?

Tell this to pro-lifer who tells you are sick, out of your mind and need treatment.

I'm too sick physically to enjoy a life. My life would be to wait as my body rots more and more.

Are we allowed to bump threads here?

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Sorry that you're in this shitty position. I wish I knew of an excuse for you. And yeah people bump threads here all the time

 

[addressunknown]

Sorry that you're in this shitty position. I wish I knew of an excuse for you. And yeah people bump threads here all the time

Okay thanks because i really don't have any idea

 

[addressunknown]

bump

 

[Kennish]

I don't understand how this bumping works. If you want a post to get up in thread, does the word bump automatically do that for the thread you have typed the word bump in it?

Does this make sense

 

[Catloaf]

I'd suggest faking that you're getting better. Take longer walks more reguralry if possible. Lie that you've found an online friend weeks/months in advance. Fake that you're going out with that friend. Until one day you can leave for all day and it won't raise any suspicions. At least that's what I plan on doing

 

[addressunknown]

I'd suggest faking that you're getting better. Take longer walks more reguralry if possible. Lie that you've found an online friend weeks/months in advance. Fake that you're going out with that friend. Until one day you can leave for all day and it won't raise any suspicions. At least that's what I plan on doing

That's my plan until now. But it'll be very hard to go out for hours, i hardly see how that would be possible. Besides they wouldn't see anyone which would be very weird.

 

[Catloaf]

That's my plan until now. But it'll be very hard to go out for hours, i hardly see how that would be possible. Besides they wouldn't see anyone which would be very weird.

I understand the struggle. My home is never empty, there's always someone. The most alone time I have is 30 min :/
I wonder how fast cops can find a missing person. All we need is not being found for 24 hours (if going with SN or N).

 

[addressunknown]

I understand the struggle. My home is never empty, there's always someone. The most alone time I have is 30 min :/
I wonder how fast cops can find a missing person. All we need is not being found for 24 hours (if going with SN or N).

Same, i think it depends where you are