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Fayefaye
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- Jul 15, 2022
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Hope for the worst? Lol. I'm always like, "ah, this is it" and am eventually disappointed.
I used to get really concerning sensations when my ED was worse a few years back. Ahhh, if only I was as suicidal back then as I am now, and hadn't taken myself to the hospital. Relapsing hard now though so that if I can't overcome survival instinct, maybe my wrecked body will take care of it for me Plus tbh it's the only thing keeping my alive rn ha haha...pretty successful as coping methods go.
Anyways my arm went numb earlier and I had some hot flashes and tingles and came close to passing out. Sadly I prevailed
I used to get really concerning sensations when my ED was worse a few years back. Ahhh, if only I was as suicidal back then as I am now, and hadn't taken myself to the hospital. Relapsing hard now though so that if I can't overcome survival instinct, maybe my wrecked body will take care of it for me Plus tbh it's the only thing keeping my alive rn ha haha...pretty successful as coping methods go.
Anyways my arm went numb earlier and I had some hot flashes and tingles and came close to passing out. Sadly I prevailed