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wait-bus-stop

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Feb 5, 2023
90
When I start thinking about it - it is a fantasy. When I start writing about it, it becomes part of "the" plan with no deadline.
 
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LocalAngel

LocalAngel

Lost, wanting out.
Feb 7, 2023
214
It felt like fantasy until i had the SN in my own hands. Now it feels very real.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,797
My preferred method is Nembutal and of course that is just a fantasy. This world is too hellish to allow us to die peacefully, only those who are very fortunate die such a peaceful death.
 
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MissionSucksAssFul

MissionSucksAssFul

Any help I can offer is gladly given :)
Mar 2, 2023
109
lol, fantasy = a reality in ur mind xD just pointing out potential humor, like if the title also made you laugh
 
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NambaSutra

Student
Mar 25, 2023
190
I think for most people it's just a fantasy. Only a tiny fraction of registered members on this site actually die. I see posters with thousands of posts who have been registered for years and think they are just here to talk with other people, I think they maybe enjoy the fantasy and the talking but have no intention of going through with dying.
 
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wait-bus-stop

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Feb 5, 2023
90
I think for most people it's just a fantasy. Only a tiny fraction of registered members on this site actually die. I see posters with thousands of posts who have been registered for years and think they are just here to talk with other people, I think they maybe enjoy the fantasy and the talking but have no intention of going through with dying.
I think you are probably correct. It's one of the few places you can actually talk/text out loud about it
 
Ki_Nam

Ki_Nam

Slow brain turdle
Mar 23, 2023
123
It's been real. My only obstacle was overcoming the fear. If something happens to my SN, I'm going to stab myself.
 
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sadjenny

Student
Feb 13, 2023
112
A little of both, I think. I've always fantasized about ways to die as a way to comfort myself. Knowing I had an "exit hatch" made it so I could slog through another day. Lately, I am moving more from fantasy, to reality. I am both scared and sad to have come to this.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,351
My plan is my plan. There is nothing fantastical about it. I'm taking real, concrete steps in order to bring my plan to fruition. And I will, just as I say. It's the only thing even keeping me going.
 
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