Venting When the sky falls down

[CuriousAboutThis]

When the skies fall down,
I may hit the ground,
But would it really matter,
As our life shatters,
Into pieces,
Within multiple places,
Like a broken window,

For the life I have,
It was not my own,
How shall I grow,
Within the broken,
There are no more tokens,
Within the grave,
How shall I pay,

Within my life,
Or for the sake of others,
God please help me,
Just set me free,
For I don't believe,
Even if I want to,
You let me bleed,
Within my eyes,
Within my life,
Not to blame you,

For I don't believe you,
Even if I want to,
You were not there,
Not for me,
Or for others,
Maybe you were,
Why did you create me,
Or betray me,
Forgive me,
For all my sins,
And all my virtues,

Within the curfew,
Of time,
Who shall I be,
If not me,
Then who?
Just kill me please,
Somebody help me,

I may not be ready,
Within the time,
Maybe for a dime,
This mental prison,
Within prism,
Of all the beauty,
Within misery,
You do know of who,
Of what I am,

By the time I die,
I shall not cry,
Within Annihilation,
Because of temptation,
This nation of suicide,
I shall not go into,
This place of heaven,
Or into hell,
For I don't deserve either one,
Take me back to the void,
Of all life don't send me back,
To this earth,
Made within dirt,
And soil,

Just let us CTB,
So we are free,
Of all misery.