gr1lledcheese
Student
- Dec 18, 2021
- 139
Every once in a while I'll see a friend of mine on social media put up a post offering help to anyone considering suicide. I never respond of course because I know they don't really want to know how I feel. No one really does. Instead I roll my eyes and keep scrolling.
And those suicide prevention phone numbers don't offer help; they just refer you to a place that gives you more referrals for getting therapy.
At least that's been my experience.
Anyway I've hit the end. I plan to ctb next weekend. Not sure if I want to do it here, or get another motel room. I have an antiemetic now, and I've never opened my SN so it should be okay. I have a shower curtain liner I plan to put over the bed. I also have some Valium - and I now know to take it sooner rather than later.
I guess I'll seek out a chat room when the time comes.
And those suicide prevention phone numbers don't offer help; they just refer you to a place that gives you more referrals for getting therapy.
At least that's been my experience.
Anyway I've hit the end. I plan to ctb next weekend. Not sure if I want to do it here, or get another motel room. I have an antiemetic now, and I've never opened my SN so it should be okay. I have a shower curtain liner I plan to put over the bed. I also have some Valium - and I now know to take it sooner rather than later.
I guess I'll seek out a chat room when the time comes.