Nutshell
I’d feel better dead.
- Feb 23, 2020
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Are there any moments or points in your life that you wish you could go back to or relive?
I would go back to the night of the last Super Pink Moon of this year that I swam in the freshwater lake Keeper's Pond in Wales. I remember the water was cold yet so calm and still and inviting. I felt like I was swimming in luminescent, black liquid paradise. Soothed my soul and caressed my body. Nothing mattered in that moment. Just myself and nature breathing in exhilarating air into my lungs. Floating, drifting, making patterns and brush strokes with the water.
Ironic, almost a physical metaphor for my life I always view myself as just floating or drifting through life.. Outside of my body. Out of my mind.
I would go back to the night of the last Super Pink Moon of this year that I swam in the freshwater lake Keeper's Pond in Wales. I remember the water was cold yet so calm and still and inviting. I felt like I was swimming in luminescent, black liquid paradise. Soothed my soul and caressed my body. Nothing mattered in that moment. Just myself and nature breathing in exhilarating air into my lungs. Floating, drifting, making patterns and brush strokes with the water.
Ironic, almost a physical metaphor for my life I always view myself as just floating or drifting through life.. Outside of my body. Out of my mind.