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Thatdude

Life is temporary, death is permanent
Sep 26, 2019
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For me I'm thinking maybe spring, but I don't know when in spring. I think spring is the best time since in the summer in most areas it can be extremely hot, and personally I want my last moments to be comfortable. The problem with fall and the winter is the holidays. Personally I don't want to wreck anyone's holiday, and doing it in spring lets me spend one last moment with whomever (that or re-enforce why I want to off myself).

For those who have some date in mind, what is your roundabout date?
 
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Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
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Hugs, I don't think there is ever a perfect time to ctb unfortunately
Peace/hugs
 
disabledandhopeless

disabledandhopeless

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2020
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I think this is different for everyone. I would prefer to ctb during winter and the month of December because I think that's the most beautiful time of the year.
 
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Thatdude

Life is temporary, death is permanent
Sep 26, 2019
473
I would prefer to ctb during winter and the month of December because I think that's the most beautiful time of the year.
I agree with that being looks wise the best time. And before this year, I was thinking dead of the winter. But I started thinking about things. I don't want to be a problem. And wrecking a few people's holiday (my parents, maybe the cops, and maybe a handful of unknown) seems like being a problem. I know there is no way around making people sad. But why take away more than I have to?

With all that being said, January might be a good month. It's still cold, but there isn't any holidays nearby.

Assuming I don't just say screw it & do it sooner, I find a good place to die, and I still want to. That might be the month when I do it. But if I had my method ready, days like today would make it my last.

I don't think there is ever a perfect time to ctb unfortunately

I agree to a point. It isn't something to be celebrated or whatever. But I think you can make it less painful for others if you think about how a given time will impact others.
 
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OhItsZemblanity

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Apr 12, 2020
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Can't say I've ever really thought about it. I figured that whenever I truly decided to ctb, I'd just go and do it. Waiting/hesitating will eventually lead to waiting until I've reached that peak again. So far...hasn't worked out for me. Got to experience a marriage...then quickly after divorce. Got to experience my teeth crack long before they should due to stress/genetics/poor hygiene when horribly depressed. Extreme sciatica is a fun one as well. I think the next time I decide to ctb, I'm just going to head off into the wilderness and do it.