I'm suicidal. The past few days have been really hard. One time, I was going home and two girls approached me. They said it's a survey or something and asked for 10 mins to hear them so I did. It was about God the mother, etc. I just listened. I don't really believe what I'm hearing. Then they got my number. They texted and called me to attend but I never come. And today, she was waiting outside my house and she asked me to come with her. I said I want to go inside my house first but she said it's just 30mins. I thought it was maybe fate or some kind of intervention to change the way I think. Maybe I'll stop the suicidal thoughts so I decided to go with her. She discussed things in the bible, I just listened. And then I was asked to be baptize. I'm unsure with this so I asked her. Isn't it too soon? She said baptism comes before teaching and it's the only time available. So I just went with it so I can go home already. I was asked to strip everything off and change to the clothes they gave me. Then the Korean guy baptized me. He pour a whole fucking pail of water. I was so drenched. Then I was asked to eat and drink something. Then sign something. I know I'm stupid. She said I'm not allowed to eat bloody food and I'm not allowed to have sex. She took me home. They were nice. But when I searched about the religion it's a cult. It's World Mission Society of God. I read a lot of bad things about it. So I'm really scared. There's worship tomorrow and I plan on telling her I'm leaving the group. When I thought my life is going to get better, it fucking got worse.
Jai
Specialist
- Sep 23, 2018
- 384
Get the fuck out of there you owe them nothing if they persist call the police
BlackDragonof1989
Mage
- Jul 12, 2018
- 526
I know this is going to seem patently absurd and irrational but I have this little fear of dying without being baptized in water keeping me out of Heaven in case they have it right, the ones who seem to believe in the necessity. But then I'm so far gone in my beliefs despite living in a relatively conservative part of the Bible Belt that I reject the notion of an infinite state of eternal conscious torment as being anything less than cruel and sadistic, and I can't believe some people really claim to believe this is the fate for those who don't believe and in some cases are not baptized in water as well, my older sister and her family are Lutheran Christians but struggled over this and recommended I get baptized in water but when I was a baby my father who was still kind of Baha'i in his beliefs decided against it and my mother, an excommunicated Catholic because her husband divorced her wanted to get me baptized but let my father have the last say, and now I have been quite confused about the matter despite having what I believed was a born again Christian experience in 2008 but I was just depressed and desperate then and found this charismatic Pentecostalish website and did the sinner's prayer thingy, never heard of this version of xtianity but indeed I can see why some people become Satanists for example but I've had bad experiences there as well with conflicts so just be kind people you know everyone gets so anal retentive lol another butt reference awuhrr have a good night <3
I think people should always have a choice in whatever they want to believe in. This group is kind of forcing people. It's just scary.
Jai
Specialist
- Sep 23, 2018
- 384
They seem to eager mate turning up at your house like the cult in the leftovers I was raised strict Catholic and despite the protests I left before I was eighteen without fear of repercussion these seem scary children of the corn I wouldn't even turn up tomorrow you use other means too inform them and any persistence call the cops they don't do anything call the state police
Be firm and polite, but tell them in no uncertain terms to leave you alone. Nothing good will come of your involvement in a cult, no matter how benign it seems
21Neberg
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2018
- 1,624
Good luck getting those people off your back, I hope they accept your decision to leave and don't bother you since they know your adress.
Thank you. They are really persistent and good in persuading.
I know and they live nearby. She even said to me that I always stay at home and rarely leave the house. How does she know that? Now I'm even more scared because I remembered they took a photo of me earlier.
Jai
Specialist
- Sep 23, 2018
- 384
Harassment is enough to call the authorities do try to keep any evidence is they are stalking you they are outside your house etc use your phone to its potential but also as others have said you have to be peaceful give them reasonable demands and push comes to shove just call the cops I'm assuming you know where they congregate? And don't let pride duck you we've all been naive and stupid at least once I know I have
RememberWhatUCameFor
dont cry for me im already dead
- Nov 20, 2018
- 590
no bloody food and no sex?
what kind of bullshit is this? they really need to step up they marketing game if they want more follower
what kind of bullshit is this? they really need to step up they marketing game if they want more follower
True. I swallowed hard when I heard the sex part. I almost told her, I had lots of sex yesterday sister. I'm going to hell.
21Neberg
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2018
- 1,624
time to go to the police then. Seriously, this is not borderline creepy - this is creepy.
Membership form I think. I really didn't take it seriously. I already messaged her that I'm not joining the group anymore. She messages me a lot but I'm not replying anymore. She asked for one last time to talk to them and if I still want to leave they'll let me go. But I'm scared so I'm not going.
sneakysneaky
I want 2 die
- Jan 23, 2019
- 13
Are you from the Philippines? If so, I've heard about people encountering this "God the mother" thing before. It's basically a cult based in South Korea. And since madaming South Koreans in our country, it's becoming pretty widespread. Be cautious.
Yes I am! She's not bothering me anymore. Are you from PH too?
Dor
SS village idiot
- Nov 22, 2018
- 309
Yeah I bet a lot of people think they wouldn't be so easily persuaded but those types of people are really good at that.
sneakysneaky
I want 2 die
- Jan 23, 2019
- 13
Yep, born and raised! Although I recently migrated to the States for good. So I only visit the PH once a year now to visit my family there. I'm down to hang out to talk about why we're both here on ss.com, but I think I won't be in the PH until the summer.
sneakysneaky
I want 2 die
- Jan 23, 2019
- 13
I can't seem to send you a PM too, or even post on your profile. I think it's because my account is new. I'll try to increase my activity so the PM feature can be activated for my account.
color_me_gone
Sun is rising
- Dec 27, 2018
- 970
Ya, all religion is brainwashing.
Some are much more aggressive than others.
They want to take control of your brain.
They usually benefit more from it than you do.
Some like it, others don't.
If you feel the need to be brainwashed, consider meditation.
With meditation, you brainwash yourself.
BUT, you control your own brain, and YOU receive all the benefits.
