Could someone call for me so I'm not found like a week later. I feel like I might do this soon because I have more things pushing me into that state where u don't care u just have to go. I'm over the fear. At the moment I feel that intense suicidality again.
I don't know where you are but in the US people can call for anonymous wellness checks.
If you decide for sure it is your time you have my support no matter what of course, and I would do my best to be here for you. But, I would not be happy with myself if I didn't mention that your tag "Hoping to get better one day" along with your presence I believe has been an inspiration for others at times. And maybe could still be an inspiration for you.
As I said though, if it really is your time, I understand and support you for what it is worth.
If you decide for sure it is your time you have my support no matter what of course, and I would do my best to be here for you. But, I would not be happy with myself if I didn't mention that your tag "Hoping to get better one day" along with your presence I believe has been an inspiration for others at times. And maybe could still be an inspiration for you.
As I said though, if it really is your time, I understand and support you for what it is worth.
You call your local emergency number and tell them you want to request a wellness check anonymously. I have done it before. Actually about 6 months ago. They even asked if I wanted to leave a contact number so I could be updated on the outcome of the wellness check.
sleepy dog
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I am willing to do this for you. I have the same nagging little thought of my body rotting away too long. I have an idea of how to do it.
Guys I think I'm extra suicidal bc they put the hormones in my glute but I don't have all the hormones I need so I feel like I've been on meth for days not sleeping. All I had for downers was my N so I took little sip this evening lol! Oh my god tastes so bad I'm not sure how u can get it all down two bottles. I'm feeling it slightly I think. I'm praying for some sleep rite now. I'm little insane after no sleep for days.
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( Just to clarify ) So you're saying that the OP can call their own wellness check for themselves, but obviously without revealing to the other party that they are calling about themselves....
For most people, 1 bottle is likely to be enough according to exit international, so you could just go with that perhaps, but obviously you have to decide for yourself...
There's also some notes here on handling taste issues with N :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-taste-guide-draft.26278
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-protocol-regime-regimen-notes.27092
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