Discussion when do you expect to ctb?

[throneofdispair03]

do you expect to ctb soon? a week, month, year, never?

 

[rozeske]

Soon, sooner than a week and I can't wait to get the fu*k out of this hellhole.

 

[Princess_Kitty]

Most likely within next week or 2. I'm trying to wait till after V Day to attempt... but it's getting hard.

 

[FujoshiNeet]

The next time someone lets me down again. I warn and warn people I am too fragile and still people come into my life and stomp all over it without a care.

 

[CandycanePuke]

I want to do it on the anniversary of the day I should have died, so late next month.

 

[onbekend]

Hopefully before I turn 19.

 

[jujuklam]

Depending on access to my preferred methods, hopefully in the next couple of months

 

[thetaperfade69]

I want to say soon, but SI is a bitch.

 

[jujuklam]

Depending on access to my preferred methods, hopefully in the next couple of months

 

[HollowDrop]

It will potentially take years as I'm giving life a chance for the time my cat remains alive. I'm not about to traumatize her just because I want to die.

 

[divinemistress87]

I'm a wimp probably not for years

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Not any time soon.

The decision largely depends on my circumstances / situation. If it gets worse and unbearable I'd be ready with a method. SI and stuff is sth else then.

 

[BlazingBob]

It will potentially take years as I'm giving life a chance for the time my cat remains alive. I'm not about to traumatize her just because I want to die.

I'm in the same situation with my dogs. I can't abandon them. They're 18, 16, and 15, so it shouldn't be much longer. Losing them will be a major catalyst because they're my reason for living and the closest thing I have to a family. All I can do is patiently wait but it's so damn difficult, especially because of my health problems and my abusive living situation.

 

[eashanm]

25 Feb 2024

 

[jujuklam]

It will potentially take years as I'm giving life a chance for the time my cat remains alive. I'm not about to traumatize her just because I want to die.

Totally get that!

 

[mortuarymary]

I'm hoping never, but you never know.

 

[Aim]

In march. I have been waiting so long for this, since I need to travel to get all the supplements needed. So I really cross everything I have that I continue with the strong willpower. I for a fact know that I don't want to live. Or correction. I would love to live, but not like this, and not with my problems. That i tried fixing, but is out of my control.

 

[kawaiiphantom]

I'm really hoping for February 15th if I can get everything ready in time

 

[Ninja_Master]

In march. I have been waiting so long for this, since I need to travel to get all the supplements needed. So I really cross everything I have that I continue with the strong willpower. I for a fact know that I don't want to live. Or correction. I would love to live, but not like this, and not with my problems. That i tried fixing, but is out of my control.

Exactly. I would actually like to live if circumstances were different but no, life is just unfixable downward spiral so ctb seems like the best option.

 

[Thanksforeverything]

Probably July this year. I was kind of hoping on making it to August, but that doesn't seem likely.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case I don't have the privledge of being able to access a guaranteed way to free myself from this existence in peace so I'm trapped here for now, it's really hellish how suicide methods are either risky or inaccessible. It will always be horrifying and unacceptable how we cannot have the option to just peacefully fall into an eternal sleep even know we never consented to existing in this world filled with endless cruelty and suffering.

 

[ChronicLoser]

I'm going to attempt to ctb in about 2 to 3 weeks, after valentine's. Have some stuff to finish up. Hopefully it succeeds, I have some failures under my belt.

 

[outrider567]

do you expect to ctb soon? a week, month, year, never?

I don't know, but there are some days(like today)where I feel I can barely take it anymore, I can not accept her death, I cannot take the loneliness and the pervasive sadness as well as the continuing shock of her passing

 

[breezeboy]

24/04/2024. I like how it looks and it's close to dates that are sentimental to me.
Also it's after a couple family birthdays.

Since picking this date there have been 2 instances where someone has spoken to me about that exact date and something that occurred on it. Weird.
I've received other, what I can only call "signs", regarding my suicide and things that seem to suggest I'm on the right path. The universe or whatever is out there seems to be affirming my decision.

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

In the next 4 - 11 days and no specific date given. You'll hear from me then

 

[prettyhatemachine]

June 6 2024

 

[FutureHanger]

Wednesday or Thursday

 

[Doemu]

31/12/2027

 

[Morpho]

I'm waiting for the right time

 

[alivefornow]

Hopefully some time in 2024