ihavetoleave
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- Dec 28, 2020
- 89
I've always been terrible at being in the moment, taking things as they come, enjoying things for what they are in the present. As a child and an adult we have so many things we have to do, so many rat races to run, it gets more and more complicated the older we get and the more we have to take on our plate. For a nervous/stressed personality like me there is no break, there is no escape, the only time things were manageable was when I was maybe four or five years old but it quickly became too much in the following years.
In a perfect universe there would be a time after death when things would be static, when you could do what you wanted to and reflect and be at peace with everything, no matter how many mistakes you made in life. But realistically there is nothing after death, so we spent the majority of our time here on this planet stressed and then nothing, it all ends. What kind of existence is this? Where is the break if it doesn't even occur after death? It all feels so hopeless no matter what.
In a perfect universe there would be a time after death when things would be static, when you could do what you wanted to and reflect and be at peace with everything, no matter how many mistakes you made in life. But realistically there is nothing after death, so we spent the majority of our time here on this planet stressed and then nothing, it all ends. What kind of existence is this? Where is the break if it doesn't even occur after death? It all feels so hopeless no matter what.