_Minsk
death: the cure for life
- Dec 9, 2019
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I have been thinking back about my life decisions the last couple of days, i see I've been lying to myself on a daily basis. At some point in my teenage years, i did encounter my first health issues and my extreme reaction to it. I got over it but since then i was terrified, some time later i encountered more health issues and went straight into despair. From there on i dedicated my time to finding solutions and i got behind everyone in terms of career an success. I couldn't live with my broken health any longer, i felt so much in pain an became depressed, ive lost many friends and hobbies.
I haven't fully given up at that time but i slowly started to because i felt doomed and unable to resolve anything.
Sorry for the long text. When did you give up on life and what was your reason/s?
I haven't fully given up at that time but i slowly started to because i felt doomed and unable to resolve anything.
Sorry for the long text. When did you give up on life and what was your reason/s?
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