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Varstraben
Student
- May 25, 2020
- 137
Hello, for 1 month I'm suffering from dizziness, strong headache, tinnitus and whistling.
Doc said that it could be only the stress and anxiety because I'm 26 so too young for serious disease, but none of drugs he gives me help, I feel dizzy all day and night.
I went to the another doc to find out why my brain fight to make my life more harder, seen some specialist in ears, eyes and blood, and I'm waiting for others medical appointment, but for now no good result or any tips.
Maybe is due to stress, but relaxing or running outside don't help at all, and it start to cost a lot now. I'm waiting for a cerebral mri (I don't know the english word, but it's a scan of the brain with kind of radio waves), but I don't have much hope.
I've already tried medication, drugs, alcohol and other relaxing lesson, nothing helped it.
Now some random things are added to it, sometime I'm sweating randomly without heat, at the moment I just can't feel my left hand, like when you sit too long on the toilet but without standing in the same position,
I have random discomfot without reason and fall with short unconscious times, waking up some minutes or hours at random places for no reasons and without special requirement before it happen. Maybe because I'm tired of these dizziness.
I ever told to myself that I will keep my promise and don't let my mother to bury before her. But in these conditions, if the situation doesn't change, I will not be able to work anymore and maybe lost my job.
I will try to wait for the cerebral mri, it should happen the 5th november, but while these events appear when I'm already in a suicidal mood, it doesn't help at all.
Rope is already tied, so if I can't hold it anymore I will go for partial hanging.
Doc said that it could be only the stress and anxiety because I'm 26 so too young for serious disease, but none of drugs he gives me help, I feel dizzy all day and night.
I went to the another doc to find out why my brain fight to make my life more harder, seen some specialist in ears, eyes and blood, and I'm waiting for others medical appointment, but for now no good result or any tips.
Maybe is due to stress, but relaxing or running outside don't help at all, and it start to cost a lot now. I'm waiting for a cerebral mri (I don't know the english word, but it's a scan of the brain with kind of radio waves), but I don't have much hope.
I've already tried medication, drugs, alcohol and other relaxing lesson, nothing helped it.
Now some random things are added to it, sometime I'm sweating randomly without heat, at the moment I just can't feel my left hand, like when you sit too long on the toilet but without standing in the same position,
I have random discomfot without reason and fall with short unconscious times, waking up some minutes or hours at random places for no reasons and without special requirement before it happen. Maybe because I'm tired of these dizziness.
I ever told to myself that I will keep my promise and don't let my mother to bury before her. But in these conditions, if the situation doesn't change, I will not be able to work anymore and maybe lost my job.
I will try to wait for the cerebral mri, it should happen the 5th november, but while these events appear when I'm already in a suicidal mood, it doesn't help at all.
Rope is already tied, so if I can't hold it anymore I will go for partial hanging.