When are you planning to exit?

[bestroper]

I will be out in 2-3 years. I want to do CTB right now, but there are too many things to prepare. Right place at right time. I need that

 

[ramon]

So maybe this won't help you much, but here goes:

Late 2022: The accumulation of many life disappointments make me become agnostic, quit any long term projects, and decide to plan on CTB.
2023: I plan one last backpacking trip involving a bunch of developing countries.
Early 2024: On second though, my inner demons and my past mistakes will chase me anywhere I go. The trip is cancelled.
Late 2024: Gathering enough money and whaterever courage I can scrape from within to CTB on 2025.

P.S: I'm set on the N2 way, therefore the need for money

 

[Ww42]

I plan for this sunday. I've got a rope, a reliabel suspension to hold my weight, and noone who will find me within an hour. I'm going to attempt a full-suspension hanging this sunday while getting close to blackout drunk. I'll probably make a final goodbye to this community post with a picture of the rope to see if anyone has any helpful criticisms on if it will work, but I'm pretty confident it will work

 

[Jon Arbuckle]

I will be out in 2-3 years. I want to do CTB right now, but there are too many things to prepare. Right place at right time. I need that

if all goes according to plan, sometime before the end of 2024.

 

[sugarb]

Depends on how well getting my license and then mustering the courage to go buy a gun goes. I'm praying I can CTB before finals… Or even better, before midterms. I know I could ace them if I locked in or wtv but I just don't want to do it, y'know?

But given my current pace of practicing before midterms is very unlikely.

Best case scenario- <5 months.
Optimistically- 5-8 months, before finals.
Realistically- 9 months to a year.
Pessimistically- Year and a half to 2 years.
Worst case scenario- >2 years.

 

[Ww42]

Depends on how well getting my license and then mustering the courage to go buy a gun goes. I'm praying I can CTB before finals… Or even better, before midterms. I know I could ace them if I locked in or wtv but I just don't want to do it, y'know?

But given my current pace of practicing before midterms is very unlikely.

Best case scenario- <5 months.
Optimistically- 5-8 months, before finals.
Realistically- 9 months to a year.
Pessimistically- Year and a half to 2 years.
Worst case scenario- >2 years.

School is so fucking hard when depressed and not seeing a future for yourself. I get that feeling. Locking in would solve the problems but locking in requires us to lock into the act of locking in which just seems useless

 

[3/4Dead]

next year on my birthday

 

[Steff1337]

I plan to CTB on my birthday, which is Oct/2nd.

 

[sugarb]

School is so fucking hard when depressed and not seeing a future for yourself. I get that feeling. Locking in would solve the problems but locking in requires us to lock into the act of locking in which just seems useless

Yeah. it's gonna be hard once it goes from "just boring" to "overtly stressful" in a month or so. I did some online college classes last year (concurrent enrollment) so I know what I'm in for. Though on the bright side a bit less time alone with my thoughts would be a nice distraction.

Also I'm unfortunately starting to get scared about driving; more specifically failing my driver's test. If I fail it, I won't get to die in the place I want- it's a three hour drive away- and I'm not 100% a driver's permit will be ok to get a gun. I'm like 80% sure, but I don't want to fuck this up.

Thankfully there's a gun shop within an hours walk of my house, so if all goes to hell I can just try going there one day with some cash and the permit and then shoot myself someplace less pretty. that's reassuring, at least.

I'm going to go on a test walk right now, actually. Maybe it'll scare me less actually going in the shop one day if I'm more familiar with the area.

edit: nvm it started raining lol

 

[divinemistress36]

Hopefully by the end of the year

 

[samdocheon]

Tomorrow in the day

 

[pariah80]

Tonight at 10pm.

 

[SeekingRelief]

As soon as possible. Right now, I'm trying to figure out where to order SN from. The moment I get it shipped to me and it arrives will be the moment I CTB.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case I know I'd be long gone if I had the means to eternally find peace from this existence so painful and undesirable that only ever caused me to suffer. I really wish I had the option of a death like never waking again, I only wish to never exist again.

 

[blueberryDesert]

Before the last month of 2024. I already have the specific date in mind and am working on getting everything together and disposing of most of my things.

 

[bFre3]

Sometime during the next 1.5 years. Could be tomorrow, could be Christmas, could be next yeat.

I want to go soon.

 

[CandyCane]

I don't know. I feel so many responsibilities, but I'm tired of being sick.

 

[Sappy Sandpiper]

When my method expires… which was 6 months ago. I'm not so sure what I'm still doing here.

 

[SoulWhisperer]

I want to live a little more to see how things are, although due to the amount of the pain I live in this is just a gamble, I'm a joke. Priority number one is to secure a way out, then from there I'll sort the rest.

 

[nattanatta]

Unless things start to get significantly (miraculously) better in the very near future, I'm not making it to 2025.

 

[girlsboysthems]

probably early 2025, i hope it happens

 

[BecomingTired]

Thought I recovered but I'm just spiraling down again in all honesty. I'm gonna try another attempt around late September or early October if nothing else works.

 

[Ww42]

Yeah. it's gonna be hard once it goes from "just boring" to "overtly stressful" in a month or so. I did some online college classes last year (concurrent enrollment) so I know what I'm in for. Though on the bright side a bit less time alone with my thoughts would be a nice distraction.

Also I'm unfortunately starting to get scared about driving; more specifically failing my driver's test. If I fail it, I won't get to die in the place I want- it's a three hour drive away- and I'm not 100% a driver's permit will be ok to get a gun. I'm like 80% sure, but I don't want to fuck this up.

Thankfully there's a gun shop within an hours walk of my house, so if all goes to hell I can just try going there one day with some cash and the permit and then shoot myself someplace less pretty. that's reassuring, at least.

I'm going to go on a test walk right now, actually. Maybe it'll scare me less actually going in the shop one day if I'm more familiar with the area.

edit: nvm it started raining lol

I don't think you even need a license in some states for buying a gun, they will be doing a background check though, so if you've ever been sectioned you wont be able to get a gun from a non-private gun store. And don't try to lie on those checks either, they'll find out and you'll get a felony charge.

 

[dimgobaith]

1st of October I think

 

[whiteboyswithars]

Uhh probably sometime either before I start school (if everything works out perfectly lmao) but definitely some time before 2025 starts

 

[sugarb]

I don't think you even need a license in some states for buying a gun, they will be doing a background check though, so if you've ever been sectioned you wont be able to get a gun from a non-private gun store. And don't try to lie on those checks either, they'll find out and you'll get a felony charge.

Yep, that's what I've read. I'm in one of the most red states (think midwest) and the internet says I don't need a license. Still, I'm a little antsy about it.

No criminal or mental history, so hopefully no issues there. I won't lie no worries

 

[ImUsedToIt]

sometime within the next 2 months

 

[po1sentree]

I plan to CTB on my birthday, which is Oct/2nd

Omg birthday twins

 

[willitpass]

13 days if all goes to plan. If the pharmacy gets delayed refilling my prescription my back up is the following Friday.

 

[noname37]

was gonna do it a few months ago but I gave away my SN like an absolute idiot. needlessly to say the thoughts are back more than ever and it's on my mind 24/7. hopefully it happens soon