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storm15

Member
Sep 24, 2020
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I am thinking of hanging myself or cutting.This might be weird but I wanna die in pain I want to see blood.Am I the only one that thinks like this?
 
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almost_dead

almost_dead

Arcanist
Aug 7, 2020
465
falling in love
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
N
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,083
Lately it's hanging in the park. I don't have access to N and don't have privacy anymore. I am not very afraid of hanging anymore.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Either N or SN
 
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imacrybaby

Member
Sep 29, 2020
25
I think I'm gonna jump. There's a cliff nearby and you can see almost the whole city from there. It's a beautiful place to die.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
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Hanging is my fav but if you get SN they say it's the best. Same with CO2, which is the most peaceful method ever I think.
 
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Snowdrifts1212

Member
Sep 16, 2020
33
N seems ideal but is frankly too challenging to get so I've just kinda written it off. Then I was leaning towards SN, but the longer I spend on this site, the more I've been coming around to partial hanging. I'd always thought of it as a horrible way to go, but I realize now that's because I didn't understand it -- I always thought of it as strangling and didn't realize the carotid artery / fast unconsciousness bit. The fact that it's so popular makes me realize it must not be as bad as I thought. So I've been thinking about that more and more.
 
LoveMePlease

LoveMePlease

Student
Sep 28, 2020
104
Gun to mouth a shitty apartment in Russia blasting music
 
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mooncake

Student
Aug 7, 2020
116
N. But im not surd if thats really gonna be an option fir me.
 
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TheSomebody

TheSomebody

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Sep 28, 2020
283
I am thinking of intoxicating myself with something. I've been thinking about using potassium cyanide. Does anyone know how I can get it? Or do you guys have a better idea?
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
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I am thinking of hanging myself or cutting.This might be weird but I wanna die in pain I want to see blood.Am I the only one that thinks like this?
me to die in pain I want to see blood
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
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You know, death by carbon dioxide.
You get in a car or something which provides C02, inhale it, and self-poisoning starts

Its CO that you mean, C02 is carbon dioxide, you mean carbon monoxide. where you fall asleep and dont wake up
 
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Weightoftheworld

Weightoftheworld

Let me burn.
Apr 19, 2020
258
Jumping has been making its way to the top of my list. I've even started looking for places.
 
Megadeth

Megadeth

Member
Aug 1, 2020
12
I haven't planned anything out yet but id like to go out peacefully, non painfully. Though im not sure what methods would support both of those. Overdosing maybe? I hate pills though, they taste disgusting.

I guess if anything id take painkillers and vodka perhaps, that is until i find something better.
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
A gun , or being instantly exploded into a million pieces and incinerated so there is nothing left of this body that confines me.
 
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Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,073
N, if I could get it.
 
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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
2,546
It's really my second choice, but SN. I have everything locked away in a little box for when I decide to use it.
 
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Marauder

why keep existing when you´re no living?
Sep 9, 2020
97
Firearms - statistically the most reliable method
 
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pika8787

What is life
Sep 9, 2020
19
Waiting to be alone to take 10-15 Ativan and hang myself. Fuck this life and fuck everyone.
 
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Zebedee

Lost all hope
Sep 30, 2020
98
Charcoal method... I already have a small car, I just need to gather the necessary materials (charcoal, 2 chimney starters, 2 steel buckets & some tape).
 
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Sk1n1M1n

Experienced
Jan 29, 2020
282
Starving or eating myself that way is i change my mind I can
 
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BrokenGirl

Member
Aug 24, 2020
21
Overdose or cut open my wrists
 
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Natty

Student
Jul 27, 2020
138
Probably partial. I have a good setup with good anchors and weight bearing posts that can let me start to make myself go unconscious. Hopefully soon.
 
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SipSop

SipSop

Arcanist
May 7, 2020
483
I would have loved to have a gun. But in my country is hard to get your hands on one.
Europe sucks.
 
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