what's your plan?

[eggshells]

I live in a pretty big city where tall buildings are easily accessible so most likely just gonna book a hotel for a night and jump from one of the windows. the only thing i'm worried about is the anticipation before i hit the ground

 

[jodes2]

If it helps to know, you won't be in the air for more than 4 seconds

 

[alivefornow]

Acquire SN in local food chemicals store, book hotel room and do it.

 

[lukas19]

I live in a pretty big city where tall buildings are easily accessible so most likely just gonna book a hotel for a night and jump from one of the windows. the only thing i'm worried about is the anticipation before i hit the ground

The last hotel i went had sealed windows LOL not that i would i jumped it was too short and doubt i could do it anyway. SI can be strong.
the fear (anticipation) will be intense but will be brief and what's the worst will happen? You'll have a heart attack? (Your body wouldn't have time to react before contact.)
If you're gonna jump from hotel probably best to do it early morning to avoid the chance of landing on anyone.

 

[eggshells]

The last hotel i went had sealed windows LOL not that i would i jumped it was too short and doubt i could do it anyway. SI can be strong.
the fear (anticipation) will be intense but will be brief and what's the worst will happen? You'll have a heart attack? (Your body wouldn't have time to react before contact.)
If you're gonna jump from hotel probably best to do it early morning to avoid the chance of landing on anyone.

Yeah i think a lot of them would be sealed plexiglass :( i still got a few other options like some construction sites or climbable buildings. I've always wanted to climb the Eiffel tower here

 

[livelaughlove]

when i graduate and move away from everyone and to a country with mountains and shit, I'll just jump off. maybe OD on something as well just in case the fall doesn't kill me. I'll make sure it's a tall cliff tho.

 

[Blackroom_57]

Full suspension hanging. I'll make sure it works this time.

 

[FuneralCry]

Unfortunately, suicide is something that is risky, difficult and inaccessible for me so at the moment I don't have much of a plan and I just continue to exist in this hellish world. I hate how things are this way and how we are denied the options of more peaceful ways to exit but sadly this is just the reality of existing in this pro suffering society. Methods like hanging and jumping scare me a lot and I envy those who had the courage to finally free themselves in those ways. Peaceful non existence is something that sounds so incredibly ideal to me, I just wish that it's easier for us to get there. When suicide purposely is so difficult then existence certainly feels like a prison.

 

[Thisisme373]

SN is option for me, I'm too mentally fatigued, overwhelmed to figure out what antiemetics I need and how to do it all, if I had gun would be my method, or N. I wish assisted suicide was legal and easily accessible in UK. It's fucking cruel how we are forced to live in torment.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Trying to jump from a tall building sounds so scary. I don't think I could do it, but my plan is to use SN without taking anything. I'm not expecting it to be fun, but it's going to be less terrible than attempting with a gun and surviving I think. Going to make sure no one finds me before I'm dead, but just in case I'm going to do it under the cover of bad weather to prevent any possible "saves" from happening.

 

[Illidan77]

just waiting for my savings depleted or could be sooner, just want to do few things. I already got SN and stuff.

 

[Grayfield]

Just need to sort a couple of things out. Shallow water blackout is my preferred method. In a pool. In case this doesn't work, a modified amitriptyline cocktail. Or both. Not taking any chances. I am so fed up and tired.

 

[Forever Sleep]

SN most likely.

 

[Helios-III]

just waiting for my savings depleted or could be sooner, just want to do few things. I already got SN and stuff.

This is my plan.

Quit. Deplete savings doing things I want for as long as I can reasonably maintain. SN.

But I have no idea how to source it. I don't have PM access yet, but when I do, are you open to me PMing you for information/source? No worries if not!

 

[EndlessDream]

I live in a pretty big city where tall buildings are easily accessible so most likely just gonna book a hotel for a night and jump from one of the windows. the only thing i'm worried about is the anticipation before i hit the ground

Waiting on SN, benzos and anti-emetics. I'll pick a weekend and schedule emails to be sent out a week after I go. If it fails, I'll have a week to remove the emails from the queue.

I couldn't jump off, very brave of you.

 

[hrsprayqn]

Purchase some SN and anti-emetics, tell friends and family I'm going on a little trip somewhere in the country so I can book a hotel and do it there. Already have easy access to valium so benzos shouldn't be a problem.

It sounds stupid but I'd sooner a stranger find me than anyone I know, I may be ctb but I don't want anyone to think they could've prevented it, because it's always been an inevitability.

 

[missingpeace]

I'm thinking about heading to a free campsite, about hour and a half away from home in the morning. I will set-up my tent etc and by mid afternoon I will be ready. I will take the SN and hopefully be out by the end of the day, when my family doesn't hear from me, they will come look for me at the campsite. OR the SN doesn't kill me and I have to spend a couple of days there recovering until I'm well enough to drive home. Either way I get a couple of days to myself free of charge.

 

[Anon1337]

I want to use exit bag with nitrogen or helium in the woods.

 

[NHLTradeRumor]

I was gonna do full suspension hanging, but now that I know that I have no real suitable spot, I'm gonna use SN. Already got the meto.

 

[downndone2]

I keep thinking I have a plan and then I feel it could fail. Ugh

Really don't want to use SN, contemplating gun but would prefer fent or other drug if I was confident in it working

 

[BrailleTogepi]

I have SN on the way. As soon as I have it I can leave the planet any time I want, so I'm free to take big risks like quitting my job to pursue a professional music commissions career. I plan to do that, and then when I inevitably run out of savings and can no longer afford rent/food I can end it. I'd rather die than work a full-time job lol

 

[Illidan77]

@Helios-III sure, but i don't think i can help you with sources, it's kinda sold freely in my country.

 

[Xisalittletired]

ODing or jumping in front of a car. The second method is an impulse I feel pretty regularly when walking alongside a busy road. It's thrilling, but I'm nervous that something could go wrong, and I'll just end up paralysed or with brain damage instead.

 

[kkwy]

I'm just trying to get a hold of some SN and antiemetics, plan to go as soon as it arrives.

 

[treasurehunt]

I really really wanna go with nitrogen, but since the preparation is insanely complicated for my smol brain I'll probably just get SN lol

 

[JB3567]

Carbon monoxide poisoning with a outdoor heater/stove in closet or a generator

Second option: hydrogen sulfide in tent

 

[depressedcooc]

most likely SN but have no idea where to get it and all the other things I need (i'm new lol)

 

[Zelonis]

I don't really have any plans. I suppose I'll try and find a place to rent by 2025, and CTB via firearms.

 

[00nobody00]

Fent, heroin, or something along those lines. I live near Detroit, so i could probably find something eventually if I look hard enough.

 

[toiaistired]

Sn! most likely. :)