What's your greatest fear ?

[LetMeOut67]

Mine is that I'll get so low that I'll have no choice other than to CTB
No matter how messy and inconvenient to others

 

[starboy2k]

getting my life together

 

[darksouls]

that death is not the end but the beginning of something even worse

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

fear is of unending constant unbearable pain : this can only happen while i am alive . Non-existence forever is the only guarantee of that never happening . so permanent non-existence is the only perfection. eternal non-existence is the ultimate perfection .

After Death is non-existence forever.

 

[Namelesa]

Abandonment and people that I rely on for happiness leaving me as if I don't have them that means I suffer more greatly and I am of less worth now as I must have done something wrong or hurt the other person.

 

[Aziz354]

My fear is to fail a CTB attempt.

 

[Doll Steak]

That death is not the end.

 

[FuneralCry]

I fear suffering way more for way longer in the future, I find it terrifying how a human can exist for so long with no limit as to how much they can be tortured just to die in agony from old age.

To me existence truly is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering and I'd just never wish for the dreadful, futile burden of existence, to me existence really is the most terrible tragic mistake and for me only non-existence is positive. I just want to never suffer again with this existence finally all forgotten about, for me existence itself is the true problem and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone and I'll only be at peace once I'm unconscious for all eternity, I always find it so dreadful and painful to suffer in this existence.

 

[Gl1tch3d G1rl]

That everyone will turn on me, abuse me and emotionally, physically and medically neglect me like in a certain other place I've been...

I tell ya, trauma never leaves you, no matter how "safe" you are in your life.

 

[Spicy Tteokbokki]

Suffering my entire life while not CTBing but living for a really long time. My entire life has been suffering for the most part and I really don't want to keep this on for another 60-80 years or so.....
Another big one is getting into an accident, getting some disease or failing CTBing and becoming a vegetable unable to do much beyond staring into a wall or similar.

 

[dayhell]

Never having the balls to actually ctb and suffering through this life like the coward I've always been.

 

[Raven2]

Getting elderly. Illnesses, various medications for health problems, lack of mobility, decline in cognitive functions.... no thanks.
Im a heavy smoker so likely I'll get some form of cancer from it unless I ctb before that.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

Mine is that I'll get so low that I'll have no choice other than to CTB
No matter how messy and inconvenient to others

That my bf leaves me.

 

[kitkat9234]

Fear of failing another attempt. Fear of what happens after death. Fear that it will be worse.

 

[NonEssential]

Any of my family members dying.

 

[fireplace19]

my ex moving on while I suffer here for eternity. life is more painful than death. thinking about doing what im doing now for decades is absolutely terrifying.

 

[Sergeant45]

Failing to ctb, more or less the failure, but rather the consequences.

It'd be my worst nightmare coming true if I landed in a mental hospital, or in an even more physically ill state. Then I could likely never decide to die on my own ever again.