Did ketamine not work for you? I'm about to try it. :(
Well it helped for the duration of the day i took it and only slightly. But dont let me experience discourage you, many people see lasting benefits and its not as scary as it seems, you should totally go for it especially if its covered by your insurance.
It didn't work for me because im apparently the final boss of mental illness and absolutely nothing works on me lmfaoo.
Its better than TMS in my opinion (less painful). I wish you luck and a successful recovery
Big side note: dont take it if you're having a bad day. You need to be at least at a neutral and safe state of mind or you could have a bad trip. Talk to your doctors if you feel you cant take it that day.