As a child I was strongly bullied because of my feminity, including two sexual assaults from other teenagers older than me. The bullying stopped when I began to write things on the wall of school with my blood... and carry a fucking knife with the firm intention to use it on the first person trying to touch me. I'm happy I was not in the US, I was actually determined to do a mass shooting back then, I have to admit it. When you're too angry, you can't think clearly, I was obsessed with taking revenge on the other kids and the administration which did nothing to help me.
As an adult I suffer from a lot of transphobia : I was agressed 2 times (one of them filmed by a bunch of asshole who filmed me and blocked the entry of a small shop at night, couldn't go out though the seller wanted me to, one of them might be a rape I have blacked out) because of it.
I was misgendered and ill treated (forced being nude etc) in psych ward as well as suffer from psychological violence from psychiatrists for this reason, firemen who found me after my first suicide attempt laughed at me because I was trans' (I asked them specifically why they laughed, they didn't hesitate to say why).
50yo + male people come and touch me in the undergroung saying "I don't care you're a boy I wanna fuck you" because trans' woman are seen as prostitute (even if I was a prostitute, I would not be at work in the fking underground).
I suffer a lot of discrimnation to be employed : nobody hired me as a tutor even though I am in ENS (which is the most difficult school to get in with Polytechnique) when my classmates get 50€/hour.
I have remarks, starings, every fucking days.
This is what I get. But I know that I am lucky : I'm not black. Cauz black trans' women live the real nightmare, along with intersex people.