What's the point?

[faex42]

What's the point of trying? It only turns me into an emotional train wreck
When I start to do thing to make some changes and regain a chance at life my anxiety goes through the roof. And when that possibility of change proves illusory, as it has today. I am more depressed then when I started.

 

[LivDeans]

it sucks right? trying is so hard as well. I hope your okay tonight.

 

[faex42]

Thanks, LivDeans. I'm trying to distract my thoughts and emotions but I have never been skilled at distraction. When I go off this site, I feel worse because I imagine everyone I see on social media is having such a wonderful life, despite no evidence to support my projections..