If other people are anything to go by, I seem to be attached to starving. If we are to call it that and not an unconscious method brought about by a lack of motivation, it would be considered my most common means of attempting it. Eating is replaced by thinking over the course of long periods. Thinking and thinking and thinking. Is one of these thoughts whether I should do it? Yes. And the angel on my shoulder simply didn't care. What it looks like to an outsider ranges; either it's me going about myself, me resting in place, or me trying to go about myself but giving away the signs.
Another "method" associated with me is, you might say, death by SWAT. You know those people on TV who engage in suicide by cop by trying to aggravate the cops into shooting them? Picture this, except from the point of view of a woman who has attracted enough ire (for various, often trivial reasons) to receive the occasional "I'm going to swat you" type of remark. It seems to be the interpersonal equivalent of one nation dropping a nuke on another nation. Someone a few weeks ago said someone was planning to do this shortly after the new year, and I was like "well, no better time to get ready to go out with flair and a statement if I so pleased".
Another "method" associated with me is, you might say, death by SWAT. You know those people on TV who engage in suicide by cop by trying to aggravate the cops into shooting them? Picture this, except from the point of view of a woman who has attracted enough ire (for various, often trivial reasons) to receive the occasional "I'm going to swat you" type of remark. It seems to be the interpersonal equivalent of one nation dropping a nuke on another nation. Someone a few weeks ago said someone was planning to do this shortly after the new year, and I was like "well, no better time to get ready to go out with flair and a statement if I so pleased".
