willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
2,937
what do you think your last conversation will be? with who? what will you say? will they know you're about to ctb?
 
  • Like
Reactions: TheSoulless
Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
Probably with my mom. She doesn't know I'm planning to ctb, so I have to be careful. I'd like my last words to be "goodbye" but that might set off red flags. So my last words to my mom will probably be, "I love you."
 
  • Like
Reactions: Pisceslilith, miguel6565, X-Kid and 1 other person
willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
2,937
Probably with my mom. She doesn't know I'm planning to ctb, so I have to be careful. I'd like my last words to be "goodbye" but that might set off red flags. So my last words to my mom will probably be, "I love you."
i think mine will be something similar
 
  • Like
Reactions: Mooshi
TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
1,055
I will probably just talk to myself a bit before I do it, Hamlet-style.
 
  • Like
Reactions: mrbombastic and GoBack
idontevenknowanymore

idontevenknowanymore

Member
May 2, 2020
51
Probably with my boyfriend, telling him how much I love him and how incredible he is as a person.
No, I won't tell him I'll ctb. He would talk me out of it.
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
Right before the act, probably lots of swearing and hyping myself up.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ghostgirl1995, TheGoodGuy and enjolras
enjolras

enjolras

Dead are useless if not to love the living more
Feb 13, 2020
1,293
Same same than @BPD Barbie (less than lots but some cursing definitely)
 
X

X-Kid

Member
Sep 20, 2019
34
Definitely an I love you to those I care about most. Would have to be worded as such not to trigger a red flag but considering those that are close to me know of my previous attempts, it would be hard to do. Probably have to leave them a letter then.
 
oneside

oneside

Member
Mar 22, 2020
83
The last person I will talk is probably the hotel's front desk agent when I book my room. lol
 
  • Like
Reactions: tmcglone25 and ghostgirl1995
niloc

niloc

Relax — This won't hurt
May 6, 2020
68
Probably my girlfriend. "I'll just be out for a walk..."
 
Weightoftheworld

Weightoftheworld

Let me burn.
Apr 19, 2020
258
Probably mass text my family, 'I love you' in the middle of the night. I also want to simply leave a message that says, 'This has nothing to do with anyone except myself'.
 
T

TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,322
No talk. I just want to have a peaceful day alone. All by myself. And then when the night comes I'll do it. And that's all. That was my life.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: zi99, Isittimetogonola, Good4Nothing and 2 others
BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
Probably my ex/flatmate as I live with him. But I know he'd also be the first person to catch me trying to CTB so I'd have to be careful. I have no idea what I would say to him. Probably just tell him how grateful I am for his support.
 
Alyatl

Alyatl

borderline and buyin time
Apr 14, 2020
39
My ex, we both love each other still and we're just taking space right now to let things simmer down. I'd tell him out of the blue that I love him, that whatever happens it wasn't his fault, because I know he'd blame himself for everything. I want my last words to be related to love, a true statement that really captures all I ever tried to do in this world but couldn't quite get right.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: EraseRewind
Reiraku

Reiraku

Member
May 5, 2020
69
I don't put any thought into it. It will probably be something completely trivial.
 
mrbombastic

mrbombastic

Member
May 10, 2020
13
Hopefully I'll just be chilling with friends on my last day, so probably just like " See ya later" or something like that.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Isittimetogonola
Azagorod

Azagorod

Member
Apr 4, 2019
30
I'm still debating about leaving my diary behind or deleting it as it has a lot of ugly parts that are there because I needed to get them out to appear like a regular human being. If I do, my last conversation won't be of much importance so probably trivial stuff with a random clerk. If I don't, I will probably record something for my close family beforehand to try to ease their grieving process. Last words will probably be something like "be sad for a while, as much as you need to and then get a psychiatrist and move on".
 
Blue Portal

Blue Portal

Member
May 6, 2020
66
what do you think your last conversation will be? with who? what will you say? will they know you're about to ctb?
I will try to have close family there but if not I'll be ok doing it alone. Probably in a motel.
 
Bct

Bct

Disqualified from Being Human
Apr 20, 2020
419
The real talk with people is mostly with a receptionist in hotel. After that, it's only talking with myself.
 
  • Like
Reactions: _Minsk
deadpixels

deadpixels

Student
May 2, 2020
133
I will be in complete silence, both in my voice and in my mind, anticipating the eternal silence.

Besides, talking to someone before is how many people get interrupted and "rescued".
 
Isittimetogonola

Isittimetogonola

Kindness is a weakness to be taken advantage by al
Oct 22, 2019
198
Probably to my wife and my best friend that I love them with all my heart. They all will be getting delayed texts asking them to check their emails and emails with their letters.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: EraseRewind
Mindisbrokennekorbsi

Mindisbrokennekorbsi

If You Care, Then Why Are You Never There?
Jun 4, 2020
15
I plan on the last thing I say being the end of biggie smalls song "Suicidal Thoughts"
"You know what? I'm sick of talking."
Then I'd shoot myself right as the gunshot sound effect plays.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Isittimetogonola

Similar threads

MisterOGBongWater
Replies
7
Views
191
Suicide Discussion
Marco77
Marco77
KudzuTrailblazer
Replies
3
Views
144
Suicide Discussion
HenryHenriksen_6E
HenryHenriksen_6E
C
Replies
17
Views
891
Suicide Discussion
nattys5thtoenail
nattys5thtoenail
cet
Replies
2
Views
124
Suicide Discussion
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
scarecrowceb
Replies
4
Views
103
Suicide Discussion
scarecrowceb
scarecrowceb