What's the best method when you're broke without money?

[bluville]

I don't have a job so I really don't have access to a lot of the things needed. I live in a tall building with access to the roof but I don't know if I want to ruin people's day like that.

 

[blackroseRM]

When you say "best" do you mean "most effective and with lowest failure rate" or "least painful/most peaceful?" The answers are very different. Given that you can't order anything, did you have any other methods in mind that don't involve traumatizing others by jumping?

 

[bluville]

When you say "best" do you mean "most effective and with lowest failure rate" or "least painful/most peaceful?" The answers are very different. Given that you can't order anything, did you have any other methods in mind that don't involve traumatizing others by jumping?

Both are important, but I guess I prioritize it being peaceful.

I thought about hanging but I don't have a rope or anywhere to hang it. I have no Idea what else though, I started seriously looking into this recently lol.

I'm starting to consider I might have to get a job just to afford killing myself

 

[blackroseRM]

Have you read the PPH that was posted here by the admins? It has a guide for peaceful exits, but of course the financial costs are significant... Hanging is effective but if done improperly can result in a lot of suffering, which I'm sure you do not want. Getting a job might be the only solution, at least for now, but I know that is much easier said than done :( I'm in a similar boat, though I don't have a method/plan right now as I don't plan to CTB as long as my cat is alive (that might seem stupid but she is basically my child and I will not see her orphaned, once she is gone I won't have a reason to stick around though).

 

[lukas19]

Jumping early morning i.e. 4.00am or even call police (they are used to bodies) just before you jump but overcoming SI is very hard.

 

[Someone123]

For me I might consider jumping if it was at least ten stories, and if it was twenty I'd be pretty tempted to try it at night on the side of a building with no doors and no one else around. There is still maybe a 1% chance of surviving with serious injuries, so this would really be a last resort. If yu want more peaceful that this you may need to get a job to find peace morer peacefully. Being caught in this trap is so terriebl, many of us have been here for so long.

 

[bluville]

Have you read the PPH that was posted here by the admins? It has a guide for peaceful exits, but of course the financial costs are significant... Hanging is effective but if done improperly can result in a lot of suffering, which I'm sure you do not want. Getting a job might be the only solution, at least for now, but I know that is much easier said than done :( I'm in a similar boat, though I don't have a method/plan right now as I don't plan to CTB as long as my cat is alive (that might seem stupid but she is basically my child and I will not see her orphaned, once she is gone I won't have a reason to stick around though).

No I get it animals are family too, I would hate knowing my animals had to be orphaned after I died. I've decided to get a job before in order to CTB, Im thinking of SN and it doesn't seem expensive so I won't need to work for long.

 

[FuneralCry]

At least to me none of the more affordable methods sound like desirable ones. Both the train and the jumping method terrify me, hanging and drowning do sound preferable to them to me, but still hanging sounds risky and drowning sounds horrific. There is a reason as to why I'm still here and if there was a good answer to this question I would already be gone at this point. Suicide is simply not straightforward and the fact that reliable methods are purposely made so inaccessible for us is what holds me back from suicide. I believe that those who are able to access SN are fortunate as that method is well known to be reliable and so many have died from it after all.

 

[lukas19]

I don't have a job so I really don't have access to a lot of the things needed. I live in a tall building with access to the roof but I don't know if I want to ruin people's day like that.

nighty nighty method, still might if i fuck up my SN. i've done judo for decades so i'm used to blood chokes and have no fear from it and find it painless and because of my experience with blood chokes easy to do the correct technique

I don't have a job so I really don't have access to a lot of the things needed. I live in a tall building with access to the roof but I don't know if I want to ruin people's day like that.

Call the police from rooftop at 4am, it's their job and are used to dead bodies but the ability to jump is very very hard to do.

 

[Snarlax]

I migth be a contrarian here, but for me the lack of money would be correlated with the lack of will to live. What are the reasons that you don't want to live anymore?

 

[lukas19]

Both are important, but I guess I prioritize it being peaceful.

I thought about hanging but I don't have a rope or anywhere to hang it. I have no Idea what else though, I started seriously looking into this recently lol.

I'm starting to consider I might have to get a job just to afford killing myself

research 'nighty nighty' thread. Basically you cut off arteries to brain, unconcious in 5 seconds, dead in 5-10 mins, no pain. little pressure round neck (5lbs to effect 'blood choke' 'painless, 40lbs to affect windpipe, very painful) did judo since 13 , was a (moronic) party trick of mine. main danger was making sure they didnt hit their head on the floor. after 5 secs they come to confused and laughing (mad dreams when out) ive been out dozens of times (probably lost a lot of brain cells tho) common occurance in UFC when fighters dont tap.