What's stopping you and what's your method?

[letied]

In my case is that I don't have time alone. My method is full suspension.

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

Night-night is the one I will try to execute, so far have got pretty close on one of my "practices". About what is stopping me, the glimmer that I feel right now, I can feel "normal" and get depressed the next hour, then recover; sometimes I feel hope but I know is not real, and that I will regret it or lose will to do it if I postpone it. I will see where do I go with this.

Wish you good luck.

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Ex/family/friends/that I'm living for at the moment is stopping me. Nothing with the actual method itself. I'll be drinking N

 

[HiImPaul]

Family. Would have already attempted it before I found this forum if it wasn't for them.

 

[finalexit]

Being married. Prob SN

 

[marinekiwi]

I have my SN ready, but some inner thought process keeps telling me "things will get better, just give it a bit more time"
I wish I could trust this, I'd rather have a happier life.
In the end of the day, things ain't getting better. I'm growing restless.

 

[Shadowplay]

N. is my method, and my lack of it is stopping me. Common story.

 

[BlazingBob]

Three dogs. Shotgun.

 

[dead]

I would do it with N but I don't want to hurt my parents/wife/cat so I'm stuck in this awful existence

 

[Rational man]

I love life but illness will eventually kill me. Im trying to live fully as possible but when the disease finally has the upper hand Im planning the legally assistance route, possibly Switzerland or UK ( once bill is passed in UK ) .

I have plan B emergency exit . I have calculated 90 minute CTB form start to finish, with virtuality 100% guarantee ) I will reveal this plan if required, nearer the time, but for now Im weary of authorities spying on me.

 

[iluvkorn2]

family and the fear of missing out. i plan on drowning myself since i can't swim.

 

[MeltedJello]

In my case is that I don't have time alone. My method is full suspension.

Same here. I almost never get the house to myself, even for a just a few hours. If I did, I would've been gone a long time ago.

 

[mlha]

I'd like to go with the inert gas method. I still need to do my research and then procure the equipment which I'll need another urge for that I think.

 

[kurisutinabestgirl]

SN is the method and family is the reason why I haven't done it yet.

 

[Grumpy Bear]

SN and nothing is stopping me as I've already set a date and have a partner. But I guess the dreaded SI is a hindrance for me.

 

[Corpse_in_a_dress]

ironically the fear of what's after death is the thing that's stopping me and my method is jumping in front of a train

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

timing is the only thing stopping me. as for method, its up in the air at the moment.

 

[xLosthopex]

N is my method and SI/fear of the dying process is what's stopping me

 

[plastic]

I don't have enough money right now to realize the way i want to go . I have lived my whole life against my wish, I want to at least die the way I want to. My method is suffocation with a plastic bag without inert gas and etc..., but I want no one to find my dead body...

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

My method is SN and I could probably take it at any time, but there's still some games/movies/shows I need to experience plus I'm not even halfway done with my suicide note yet.

 

[Bleunoir]

Just my teenage daughter . I know that would destroy her . My preferred method is partial .

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

Giving life a shot after completing my method.

It's Taxine Fumarate.

 

[Beeper]

SN is my method. I have what I need to execute my plan.

I still have an ember burning inside telling me that things can get better. My family and friends have also been offering support.

At this point it is strictly an internal battle I must face; giving in to CTB or waiting it out to see if things get better.

 

[FuneralCry]

Suicide is very difficult. It requires knowledge and planning for the method to succeed. Even know we want to die, we are programmed to survive after all. Methods can also fail and that is what holds me back. I am scared of ending up in a worse quality of life. The society denies us the option of euthanasia, which is what we deserve, nobody should have to resort to methods that could fail. My method will likely be hanging. I think if suicide was easier I would already be gone. Eventually I will get my peace and be free from this miserable life.

 

[squidgirl]

SN. Only thing stopping me is that I don't have the money to buy it yet.

 

[Nolife33]

Fear and family ( and I don't money money to buy N)

 

[apathetic.]

Just the lack of privacy. Otherwise I'm ready to do it anytime.

 

[Hercules]

Suicide is a lot harder than it first appears to be. Here are the reasons why I lam still here:

1. I have a very strong SI.

2. I am afraid of failing and ending up in worse situation than I am now.

3. I am afraid of what comes after death. I was raised a Catholic, and have been told people who commit suicide automatically go to hell. I don't really believe this, but it is very hard to overcome this fear because I was raised with these beliefs and it's hard to just put it aside. I don't want to end up in a worse place.

 

[WantToQuit]

The reason is that I'm waiting will I'll be completely alone at home, but it should be soon.
The method will be SN.

 

[Bedrock48]

My main method is CO right now.

Main thing stopping me right now is fear of getting it wrong or getting cold feet part way and causing myself injury. Also got plans with friends and family soon I don't want to miss. Apart from that, I have weekly therapy currently which I want to see if it helps me first.

Maybe a bit of SI too but that's become less and less present these days.