What's something you enjoy?

[PleaseTakeMeAway]

There's not much I like. Much less things that can get my mind away. An easy answer for me is an anime or manga I really like, or sometimes a video game. Maybe my pets make me feel better too, I think. Sometimes it could be alcohol, too.

It's a weird feeling to describe, or at least it is to me. After feeling so horrible, finally doing something I really enjoy that even made me smile, it's nice. Writing this, I can't tell if it's fading or if it's still there, though. It's almost like a middle ground. I'm not sure though, but I do feel infinitely better than before.

So what is it that you enjoy?

 

[Rocinante]

I enjoy playing guitar, watching anime, and watching UFC. Outside of that I have no interest in anything.

Oh, I also enjoy taking walks at night and listening to music.

 

[𝑪𝒉𝒐𝒄𝒐𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒊𝒄]

before it was Sky: Children of Light, a fantastic game that brought me a lot of love and sweet memories. but now im just so busy with school and my messy life so i guess i only enjoy sleeping now lol
oh yeah, i enjoy learning English and teaching others Chinese still, if that could be called an interest :)

 

[Silent.Tears]

After feeling so horrible, finally doing something I really enjoy that even made me smile, it's nice.

Have you only recently gotten into anime & manga? Which ones are your favourite?

I used to enjoy doing several different things. But it has been narrowed down into just a couple of things since my life started going downhill. As of now, I enjoy drinking my daily coffee, it's such comfort to me. Apart from that, reading..but I just have become unable to focus on a book. I don't know what's wrong with me.

 

[PleaseTakeMeAway]

Have you only recently gotten into anime & manga? Which ones are your favourite?

Yes, and Chainsaw Man is my favorite currently. I also enjoyed ReZero a lot.

 

[trayansh]

There's not much I like. Much less things that can get my mind away. An easy answer for me is an anime or manga I really like, or sometimes a video game. Maybe my pets make me feel better too, I think. Sometimes it could be alcohol, too.

It's a weird feeling to describe, or at least it is to me. After feeling so horrible, finally doing something I really enjoy that even made me smile, it's nice. Writing this, I can't tell if it's fading or if it's still there, though. It's almost like a middle ground. I'm not sure though, but I do feel infinitely better than before.

So what is it that you enjoy?

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What are your favorite games? Do you have a cat as a pet?

I enjoy coding, playing guitar and video games, recently I enjoyed watching Chainsaw Man and it has become my fav anime.

 

[PleaseTakeMeAway]

What are your favorite games? Do you have a cat as a pet?

Some of my favorite games are Left 4 Dead, Metro 2033, Deep Rock Galactic and Life is Strange. :)
And no, I don't have a cat. I would love to have one someday though! I have a dog currently.

 

[trayansh]

Some of my favorite games are Left 4 Dead, Metro 2033, Deep Rock Galactic and Life is Strange. :)
And no, I don't have a cat. I would love to have one someday though! I have a dog currently.

Left 4 Dead 2 is great, too bad valve will never make 3 lol, Have you played Metro Exodus it's really good. Life is Strange is too emotional left me thinking and empty for a while.

I see, that's great. What breed he/she is?

 

[PleaseTakeMeAway]

Left 4 Dead 2 is great, too bad valve will never make 3 lol, Have you played Metro Exodus it's really good. Life is Strange is too emotional left me thinking and empty for a while.

I see, that's great. What breed he/she is?

Yes, I really enjoyed Metro Exodus. It's a great game too! :)
She's a mixed dog. Part German Shepherd, Pitbull, and Rottweiler.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I enjoy films, music, games, walking in nature.

My main 'crutch' to get through life though is being creative. I was pretty 'lucky' for a while and had a creative freelance job but that doesn't look sustainable now- hence I'm here! While I'm lucky I do still enjoy things, they're not going to be enough to sustain life as a wage slave again.

 

[Ringo]

I guess just playing games, immersing myself in their systemsthe to understanding and master them, I like to strategize and create builds to test them. I also get used to losing myself in my thoughts listening to music, I am one of those kinds of people who, by hearing a piece, can end up in a 3-hour marathon reading music.

I also enjoy watching series and reading manga or books, any work with an extensive world and rich in elements quickly capture my attention to throw myself fully into it, but as time goes by I become more and more distracted.

I used to love playing music, going to karaoke, and taking care of my pets, but I haven't been able to do those things for years.

 

[thenautiluscog]

I used to love making music, video games, camping, hiking, watching bad movies, reading, and anything adrenaline related. Can't make myself do any of it anymore.

 

[sadandhopeless1]

I like making bread, mostly whole wheat sandwich loaves. I like the way that it starts as this sticky mess that tears when you pull on it, then after kneading it for a few minutes it is smooth and stretchy. I like to play around with recipes, replacing some of the water for beer or milk, adding eggs or butter, etc and seeing how it turns out. Lately though I don't really have it in me to eat a whole loaf before it goes bad. I like making it more than I like eating it

 

[tchaik18401893]

listening to music and playing violin

 

[randy]

I used to enjoy surfing and skiing. Now nothing

 

[spoiledsick]

sleep mostly. sometimes making/eating food, briefly. hugs. walks outdoors. sometimes praying, a little bit. spending time with my kids, makes me laugh. sunsets. i used to like art, photography, writing...have lost all joy and motivation to do any of those things, but it was good for a long while, very therapeutic.

 

[Elio24]

Listening to music and watching movies.

 

[CowsAgainstCapitali]

Every stage of plant care is my absolute joy. I have to be growing something at all times, even when houseless. I even lived in a greenhouse for a while

 

[Dark Moon]

It's just games and music for me that I still enjoy a little, I might watch a film once in a while but that's it. I don't have interest in anything else.

 

[Szinuus]

Eating, sleeping and my cat.

 

[CowsAgainstCapitali]

Every stage of plant care is my absolute joy. I have to be growing something at all times, even when houseless. I even lived in a greenhouse for a while

This is also an open invitation to you, yes you reading this, to PM me regarding any plant care/gardening topic, questions, tips, advice, etc. I fucking love plants.

 

[Wannagonow]

I enjoy hanging out with my dog. Unconditional love from a dog can soothe the soul. Oh, okay, I also watch a ton of true crime shows and movies!
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[Ashu]

Reading, writing, eating, walking, lovemaking.

 

[CTB Dream]

Mayb but now injury damage anhedon hard do any sometim try ,anime video game music try do still but hard, other arty thing read write draw lose ability mNy thing no possible no more

 

[vultureilse]

i like drawing though lately ive been losing interest and its hard to motivate myself to create anything

besides that listening to music and hanging out with my cat are things that i still enjoy

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Getting high mostly, when I'm able to. Other than that, I have some movies and PC games I still like to play, but I don't do those things as often as I used to.

 

[Destiny Calls Me]

Things I used to enjoy: PC gaming (flight sims, FPS like squad and insurgency), motorcycles, aviation (24hrs in IRL), hanging with family, resin casting and much more. I was always open to trying and learning new things my curios mind wondered about.

Things I "enjoy" now: Drinking alcohol, listening to music when Im drunk, eating food

 

[CowsAgainstCapitali]

I don't get the chance to stick knives into police car tires very often, but what I do it's an amazing feeling!

Cannabis and all other plants

 

[FuneralCry]

It confuses me why people are even on this site in the first place if they are able to enjoy so many things. I don't even feel like I'm on a suicide forum anymore which is supposed to be full of suicidal people. This thread is just so strange to me, I would had thought that many of these people would be out enjoying life instead if existing is so great for them.

But in my case I absolutely despise existing in every single way and that's why I want to be gone so badly. There's nothing 'enjoyable' about having to exist, and something so burdensome and awful as life shouldn't be glorified to the extent that it so often is. I find it so incredibly tiring just being awake and it's a terrible thing just having awareness of this world.

 

[Dead Ghost]

It confuses me why people are even on this site in the first place if they are able to enjoy so many things. I don't even feel like I'm on a suicide forum anymore which is supposed to be full of suicidal people. This thread is just so strange to me, I would had thought that many of these people would be out enjoying life instead if existing is so great for them.

But in my case I absolutely despise existing in every single way and that's why I want to be gone so badly. There's nothing 'enjoyable' about having to exist, and something so burdensome and awful as life shouldn't be glorified to the extent that it so often is. I find it so incredibly tiring just being awake and it's a terrible thing just having awareness of this world.

It is very simple to tell. No matter how many things you like (as in my case), they don't make up for the effort it takes to live each day that passes because of the things that make you suffer (which are different for everyone).

Many of us are here because we don't find understanding from others or we can't risk coming clean to people close to us for fear of what might happen to us if we do. I, for example, am always afraid of being locked up in a psychiatric facility. SaSu gives me a lot of relief in expressing myself openly without opposition from others and I can vent a lot of the discomfort I carry inside without fear of the consequences.

On the other hand, I can discuss suicide from the point of view of someone who despite enjoying the little things in life (often the most absurd) does not have the capacity to generate opportunities to live better in the short or long term. In other words, I have a very reduced capacity to enjoy life, so much so that I understand that the time has come to put an end to it.

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És molt senzill d'explicar. Per moltes coses que hi hagi que t'agradin (com en el meu cas) no arriben a compensar l'esforç que suposa viure cada día que passa degut a les coses que et fan patir (que són diferents en tothom).

Molts som aquí perquè no trobem comprenssió per part dels altres o no podem arriscar-nos a sincerar-nos amb gent propera per por al que ens pugui passar si ho fem. Jo, per exemple, sempre tinc por de que em tanquin en un centre psiquiàtric. SaSu m'alleuja molt a l'hora d'expressar-me obertament sense oposició dels altres i puc ventilar molt del malestar que porto a dins sense por per les conseqüències.

D'altre banda puc debatre sobre el suïcidi desde el punt de vista d'algú que tot i gaudir de les petites coses de la vida (sovint les més absurdes) no te la capacitat de generar oportunitats per viure millor ni a curt ni a llarg termini. És a dir, tinc una capacitat per gaudir de la vida molt reduïda, tant que entenc que ha arribat l'hora de posar-hi fi.