HorribleFeelings1
Its a hard knock life
- Jan 18, 2020
- 321
Yo I was close on actually CTBing. For starters, making SN was easy, as long as you get the right measurements, you just scoop and add it to the water and mix, it turns into like this clear water with some spots. And the taste is REALLY REALLY salty, I didn't expect it be mad salty omg, it's like buying a bag of salt from the store and dumping it all into a cup of water and mixing it. The taste also stays in your mouth for a long time, it's kinda odorless. Here's where I start to get serious. I want you all to know that your mind completely changes when you have the cup in front of you. It's actually scary to know What's going to happen.
I wasn't focusing on drinking SN when I made it because at that time I was doing it impulsively, I was doing it inside my house and my parents were away. Anyway I was talking to my close friends while drinking SN....AND I DIDNT EVEN DRINK THE WHOLE THING. I took big sips and you'll think that small sips won't do anything. I was wrong. You can slowly feel your heart trying to come out of your chest. I was sitting down relaxing and you can hear it. You know when you stand up and get iron deficiency? That's how I felt when I tried to move around. Anyway then I started to feel nauseous and sat down and Let it all just come and go. It was right on the edge of a lethal dose but It was more of a test taste anyway.
Last is throwing up, I took it without meto. I think a common fear here is "without meto you'll throw up easily and it won't work". My experience it's all control of your body. I felt like throwing up but if you had control over your body, where you pressure yourself not to and relax calm down, I didn't throw up. I also studied about how to avoid throwing up.
you want to take deep big breaths, it helps you soothe down being nauseous. Second you want to lay down, you are more prone to throw up standing up than laying down. Third,take one big gulp of water after SN.Water helps (even tho it seems like a bad idea)
hope this helps!! :)
I wasn't focusing on drinking SN when I made it because at that time I was doing it impulsively, I was doing it inside my house and my parents were away. Anyway I was talking to my close friends while drinking SN....AND I DIDNT EVEN DRINK THE WHOLE THING. I took big sips and you'll think that small sips won't do anything. I was wrong. You can slowly feel your heart trying to come out of your chest. I was sitting down relaxing and you can hear it. You know when you stand up and get iron deficiency? That's how I felt when I tried to move around. Anyway then I started to feel nauseous and sat down and Let it all just come and go. It was right on the edge of a lethal dose but It was more of a test taste anyway.
Last is throwing up, I took it without meto. I think a common fear here is "without meto you'll throw up easily and it won't work". My experience it's all control of your body. I felt like throwing up but if you had control over your body, where you pressure yourself not to and relax calm down, I didn't throw up. I also studied about how to avoid throwing up.
you want to take deep big breaths, it helps you soothe down being nauseous. Second you want to lay down, you are more prone to throw up standing up than laying down. Third,take one big gulp of water after SN.Water helps (even tho it seems like a bad idea)
hope this helps!! :)
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