i guess i haven't actually given much thought to it. i like hearing about other people's goals though, a lot of these sound wonderful, i hope you get to accomplish some (the ones regarding drugs, idk about that, but i understand when it comes to like, wanting to know the experience nonetheless).
but yea, i daydream a lot about things i'd like to do--usually silly ideas or just creative projects. some of those actually get done, so yay.
and like, i guess in terms of stuff i'd like to accomplish before i die, i don't have too many long term goals.
so maybe all i've really thought about is like, this sort of dinner party i'd like to host for the people i love or make time to give them one last good memory. that being said, it is like, i can't imagine if it'd be too much of a blindsiding hit to spend a nice time with somebody only for them to ctb soon after.
so i think about using that time to let some of these people know what's up. i think i've only ever let one person (who wasn't a therapist) know about my ideation and that was like. two years ago before a lot of things happen. i wonder if it's in the back of his mind, but also it's whatever if not. but yeah.
that's mostly it. i don't care much for accomplishment.