what's necessary for you to kill yourself today?

[EyeBeyond]

Courage

 

[LastLoveLetter]

Courage and an accessible, swift method.

I think I'm at the point where my desperation outweighs my fear. My options are just very limited due to my physical impairments and circumstances.

 

[funnyjoy]

A method. That's it

 

[FuneralCry]

Having access to a guaranteed, straightforward way to die in peace with no risk of suffering much more from trying to die going wrong. Sadly the fact that suicide methods are either risky or inacessible is what keeps me trapped here, it's hellish how we exist in such an anti-suicide society where we are denied a guaranteed way to just cease existing without struggle.

 

[hannila_m]

Only courage

 

[CouldaHvBeenARock]

Being home alone

 

[Green_leaf]

American citizenship.

 

[wCvML2]

desperation

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Just having access to a peaceful suicide method. At least that's for now. I think that in the future, it'll be courage to avoid old age

 

[LifeIsCrazyNemb]

Courage.
Already have the method and means (N).
Incredibly, the easiest part for me was to obtain the N. The most challenging part it to take it, the final step. Nonetheless im 100% sure that ill CTB no other options.

 

[Slow_Farewell]

a cremation plan

 

[Abyssal]

Nothing could kill me today. I have a set date and I'm living at least to that point.

 

[day]

Knowing it would be painless and that I'd actually die this time. Failed a CTB via overdose and had a horrible time. Don't want to go through that again.

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

I keep going back and forth one day I am 100% ready and the next day I don't want to give up yet. I am kinda glad that my method requires preparation and can't be done impulsively.

 

[matt1968]

Courage and an accessible, swift method.

I think I'm at the point where my desperation outweighs my fear. My options are just very limited due to my physical impairments and circumstances.

Exactly this. My desperation / fear scales have never been where they are.

 

[Darkover]

access to a pharmacy

 

[greenpictureframe]

snorkel + no wind + being home alone

 

[almondmilk]

money

 

[wisp]

A large caliber pistol to point at my head from the chin